Post by Sandra Bullock on Aug 14, 2011 23:30:40 GMT -5
Standing outside the Big Brother Starz house was a surreal experience. I started thinking about the first time I stood in front of it and the crazy emotions that I had stirring up inside. This time though it was even worse because I started to realize what I just got myself into again. lol.
Penn came on the loudspeaker and announced to us this seasons first twist. It's the Sweet vs. the Sassy! I like the twist because I think it kinda automatically draws a line in the sand of who was a good guy in their season and who was a bad one. I personally think I'm a good girl, but apparently production thinks differently. lol. I think being on the Sassy side is a lot more fun though. I mean its so much more fun to be labeled bad then good. lol. So I'm good with it for now!
Each group was called into the house and had to pick a bed. I chose to between the President of the United States and Captain America. It just seemed like a really secure and safe place to be. lol.
As I looked around in the bedroom I started to realize how I'm surrounded by people from my season that I don't like. lol. I mean I have Adam, Sean, and Nicki who were all aligned together on our season. Then I have Lindsey who I never really enjoyed much, but was forced to align with in my season because I had no one. So I'm not feeling incredibly safe with the Sassy bunch right now. I know that I need to get to know the people outside of my season and start building new relationships there otherwise I could be one of the first to go.
I plan on playing a little differently this time. I am going to make sure that I'm fully engaged with everything and not kinda flying as far under the radar as I did the last time. I think a lot of people are entering this game with big targets on their back and I don't think anyone is particularly worried about me except maybe Adam and Sean.
I do plan on being fake with some people this season. lol. Last time being honest didn't work out too well for me and I have no problem lying to some of these peoples faces if it means getting ahead in this game.
I would say after this first Diary entry Ive come to realize why I'm on the Sassy faction now. lol.