Week 1 ~ Having a chance?

[Lindsay Lohan]

Having a chance?

So The Hoh is half over and I think I stand a good shot at winning the competition and still keeping one for myself. By my count I should get 6 to 8 points. 1 from Lolly, 1 from Adam B, 1 from Christina, 1 from Debra, 1 or 2 from Mingin, and 1 or 2 from Holly. Mingin said 2, but I'm not sure if he was sarcastic or not by the way he said it. Holly is considering it, but I don't think she will give me a second one. I am not giving one to Christina even though she thinks I am, and that's only because I forgot I had already promised 4 of my chances. I hope she won't be too mad, but I don't expect her to stick around long. Debra said she wanted to give me one and didn't expect one in return even though I insisted, she is turning out to be a GREAT ally.

I feel like 6 points should be a lot, I think the most anyone else will get will be 5 as they will be doing the "1 for 1" method, also people apparently have had bad communication from the conversations I have had, I was the only person who has even talked to Holly and Lolly about the chances yet, which is a good sign. If it wasn't for Debra, I might not win when I think I stand a good shot.

I want to win HoH for the reason that I want to be safe and I am scared about the DPoV because I think Sean still hates me. I could use HoH to make him use it as I think I would have the votes to get him out if he didn't, but what if he won HoH the next week? >.< Another reason to be HoH is I wouldn't be either the embarrassing first or second boot.

Also, I don't really think the bed thing was that fair as I planned on taking bed 2 as it's my favorite number between 1-10. I had no chance to take it because Sean had already arrived there and my name wasn't called yet. The whole houseguests reveal thing was unfair to those who weren't in the earlier posts. But that's my only beef.

I have now talked to Barack who is a cool person as well as Orlando is bugs me and I don't know why. I talked with Chris through PM and to Sausage on AIM briefly. I talk to Sean for a little bit but he seemed so cold. I talked to James(Noah) and enjoyed the short convo we had. I have talked to everyone but Eve and Sandra now.

Nicki told me that she is probably keeping all her chances which could be good for me as she is an ally, but WHAT THE HELL is she thinking looking both greedy and like she feels safe the FIRST ROUND of the game. I will never understand this bitch.

Lindsay, hopefully your first future HoH ~ Out.

[Lindsay Lohan]

Fuck my life, second place as usual >.< I don't know what Holly and Debra were thinking >.<

[Lindsay Lohan]

Nomination Trend ~ Sabotage ~ Fuck You Barack, You ain't Shit

"Fuck you Barack, you ain't shit" ~ Wanda Sykes - I'mma be me.

So I was nominated, after having a really good conversation with Barack and I was really starting to like him. He nominated me and Nicki because "We were both in S2 and might be together" but some how likes "both of us". I wonder how the hell Sandra or Sean didn't get nominated, they have the personality of a rat's ass that has an armpit for a head. Yes that makes perfect fuckin' sense. I'm sorry Barack if S2 was the best and most dramatic season and 5 of us fill the Sassy house, you should have played our season instead of the jokes known as season one and season three. It's like I can't escape being nominated in this series, I'm starting another trend. Hopefully it goes out of style.

For the Luxury competition I immediately weighed my options and saw that there was a win win situation for me because I excel at these sort of comps. If I sabotaged and we lost, I still won. If we won, I won too. I don't know why anyone else didn't see that. However, the prize was less than I expected. Sean did jack shit for a DPoV and I stayed up all night, goes to show you can't expect anything good to ever happen to me >.< Surprisingly it seems not many are mad at me. Apparently James was cranky, but realizes that it's not a big deal and got over it. I don't care about Barack because he's my target now.

If I don't win veto, which I probably won't, these aren't my best competitions, then I think I could stay based on the solid communication I have had with most of the players in this game. A lot of the people I have talked to seem to have had communication issues with other people in the game, which is good for me I guess. I think I have Adam L, Lolly, Christina, Debra, Holly, James, Mingin(If he get's lifted from the block)and Sausage's votes to stay. What I hear is that many haven't talked as much with Nicki as they have with me OR they think she lacks dedication to the game. It sucks being up against Nicki as I have a F2 deal with her, but I will sell her to a pimp if it means staying in the house.

Anyway, If Mingin get's off the block then that is 8 votes and enough to stay. Debra seems to think I stand a good chance at staying and I really do feel like we are growing closer and she is as my F2 partner in the game. Debra said she would use the veto on Mingin if he won it and Adam L said he would use it on me if he won which is nice. I hate this weeks nominations with a passion.

In other news, I screwed Christina in the HoH because I wanted to keep a chance and she forgave me! Debra says that's her nature, which works great for me. For this veto competition I compared thoughts with others and tried to have safe answers on the lower ones and my own best thought out answers on the last few in hopes that I can win the first veto.

~ I feel like I had more to say but forgot XD.

[Lindsay Lohan]

Analyzing the votes.

Adam B: Could Keep me, don't know how close he is with Nicki. I haven't talked with him about it. On the fence.

Adam L: Definite to keep me, I trust him and he has been nothing but honest to me. He gave me his word. Vote to evict Nicki.

Lolly: Her words "I am 90% sure I am going to keep you", our conversation seemed very real. Vote to evict Nicki.

Chris: Seemed to have had minimal conversation with either of us, can't read him. On the fence.

Christina: Her words "Leaning towards keeping me" Debra's words "Christina said she is gonna keep you". She wants to feel safe, and feels safer with me. Vote to evict Nicki.

Debra: Best Ally Vote to evict Nicki.

Eve: I have had little discussion with her and Nicki seems to have Vote to evict Me.

Holly: I have heard a few people say she has campaigned to keep me, she said she wants to keep me and I trust her. Vote to evict Nicki.

James: Said he is leaning on keeping me, but I have heard he is tight with Nicki and I don't think I can trust him. Vote to evict Me.

Kathy: Friends with Nicki I believe, seems cold about voting discussion. Vote to evict Me.

Mingin: Definite to keep me. Vote to evict Nicki.

Orlando: Seems to favor Nicki more than me. Vote to evict Me.

Sausage: I think he is leaning towards keeping me based on conversation, but he is so hard to read. On the fence.

Sandra: Said "I am voting to keep you" but she lied to me a lot last season, so can I trust her? A very concerned Vote to evict Nicki.

Sean: All I get out of him is "Lol" and Yeah", he is a fucking wind of ice horrible human being that can't be bothered to talk to people. Also friends with Nicki. Vote to evict Me.

That is 7 to keep me, 5 to Evict me. 3 in the air. I only need to get one to stay. However, I generally play off of extremes and some of the evict me's are guesses and some of the keep me's could be optimism. I think I stand a 75% chance of staying. I say this because Nicki hasn't been on much to campaign. Apparently she threatened to throw a tantrum to Barack and that she doesn't want me to be evicted, which is what Debra told me. I don't know if it is true, but it could be why many seem to think I am safe. I love this game and being evicted the first week with people like Sean still in the game would just be ironic and cruel.

~ Won't be able to sleep tonight.

Edit:

Sausage, Chris and Adam B promised me their votes tonight. I feel much safer now if a few people lied.

[Lindsay Lohan]

11pm >.<

Eviction is slowly coming up and I am scared out of my mind about votes. Something happened and now it seems to be more even. I am really scared, I don't want to be a first boot. I don't deserve to be a first boot. I can't take this waiting >.<

I talked to Barack last night, after talking to Lolly. Lolly told me that the best thing to do with Barack is to not target him but to make a deal to not go after each other again if I stay. Actually, she told me something similar that happened in season one and I gleaned that information and decided that it was in my best interest to not go after him and have another Adam situation this season. I talked to him and he said that it was a great idea to not target each other again if I stay. I hope that doesn't come back to bite me again in the end.

~ Can't control herself