Episode Twelve~

[Sandra Bullock]

Lindsay and I both knew that we would be separated tonight. This house has been after us all week and so its no surprise that the vote tied and Eve chose to evict Lindsay from the house.

I am sad to see Lindsay go. I certainly feel now that I have no one here that I can trust. She was very much a support system for me here and someone that i felt had my best interest at heart throughout. I will definitely miss her and hope that I can make her proud by getting to the end.

Now there is only 4 of us remaining. I never would have thought this would be the other 3 people with me at the end. I certainly feel that I am the biggest target going into the Final 3. I just for some reason think both of these girls are dumb enough to allow Chris to get there. lol. So I'm thinking they probably would choose to evict me over him.

I know that my best chance and probably only chance of staying is to win a competition this week. Only 3 of us can compete for Head of Household this round. Hopefully I win it so that I can breathe easy for the rest of the week and let the phoniness stay between the 3 other people.

If I leave this week its completely my fault. I won't blame anyone for my departure. If I can't win a competition against these people then I don't deserve to go any further in this game.

[Sandra Bullock]

Our Head of Household Competition was the most important competition we have had this entire season. Winning Head of Household means a guaranteed spot in the Final 3. I would like to win HoH because I need to win something. lol. Having won the Veto last round it would be nice to really dominate the challenges right at the end and show the Jury that I am also a competition dominator. lol.

The Head of Household Competition was a word puzzle where we had to figure out different descriptions of 4 different people. I knew that I was going to do well in this right away. The puzzle had me confused immediately and I knew I wasn't going to get everything right. So I was hoping that my time was fast enough and I had enough answers right over everyone else.

In the end though I placed last. Even when I try I don't do well it seems. lol. Chris ended up winning HoH! Surprise, Surprise! So far my prediction to Eve has come true. Chris is in the Final 3 and there is nothing I can do about it. He deserves to be there, but its going to be tough to compete against him.

Now its all coming down to the Veto. I have to win and if I don't then I have to hope Holly Marie does because I want Eve to leave the game this week. She has to go home in order for me to really have a legitimate shot at getting to the Final 2.

[Sandra Bullock]

Sitting at the Nomination Ceremony I realized that there is literally no one left in this house. lol. Today only one key is going to come out of the box and in reality it doesn't mean anything. Everything is based on the Veto so I really didn't care to go up. I actually wanted to be nominated because it would give me my 5th nomination in a row and an extra push to win and save myself.

Chris not surprisingly chose to nominate Holly Marie and myself. So that means at this point Eve is the only one safe and would be the only voter deciding who left. However, the Veto can change everything and so I'm hoping that I can win it. If I don't win a competition this week and go home its no ones fault but my own.

[Sandra Bullock]

It was finally time! This was the Veto Competition that we have all been waiting for. This is a do or die competition in this game. Losing means risking the chance of going home and winning means a secure spot in the Final 3.

I was hoping that I would do well in whatever was thrown at us this time. I need to win the Veto so that I can vote Eve out of this game and increase my chances of making the Final 2.

Outside were a series of obstacles that had to be completed by following the correct directions. Once we had completed all the obstacles we would then push the button to lock in our time. The person who finished all the obstacles in the shortest amount of time would win the Power of Veto.

Starting off the Veto Competition I was a little nervous because I didn't really have a thought out strategy for how I wanted to play it. So I just decided to read them one by one and go through each task individually. At some points I felt like I was doing well and in other parts I felt like I needed to pick up the pace. In the end I didn't feel so great about my time. I would honestly be surprised if someone didn't beat me because I just don't think I was fast enough.

In the end the placings were revealed one by one. I was surprised that Eve placed last. I have seen her as a big competitor and knew that she knew this was her only way of securing her safety this week. When Chris was revealed as third I was also surprised. I can't believe this is coming down to Holly Marie and myself.

Holly Marie ended up winning. I'm sad that I lost, but I'm still hopeful that since Holly Marie won that she could keep me around. I think her best chances of winning this game are against me in the end and so I hope she takes out Eve who she claims to have wanted out of this house for a long time now. Only time will tell, but if I go home its totally my fault. lol.

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Holly Marie}

AsianxChick90210 (9:25:34 PM): Hey Holly Marie
hollymarienao (9:41:44 PM): Hey hun.
AsianxChick90210 (9:41:50 PM): How are you?
hollymarienao (9:42:12 PM): doing alright i suppose, and yourself?
AsianxChick90210 (9:42:16 PM): I'm doing pretty well
AsianxChick90210 (9:42:21 PM): Wanted to of course say Congrats on the POV
AsianxChick90210 (9:42:24 PM): Great time to win it!
AsianxChick90210 (9:42:25 PM): lol
hollymarienao (9:42:43 PM): thank you
hollymarienao (9:42:51 PM): i was shocked when i won.
AsianxChick90210 (9:44:02 PM): Yeah I was shocked I was 2nd lol
AsianxChick90210 (9:44:12 PM): I was thinking I was going slow for some reason
AsianxChick90210 (9:44:24 PM): Some parts I thought I did well and then other parts I thought I was lagging
AsianxChick90210 (9:44:37 PM): I mean it was easy to find an avatar of Sandra Bullock for example
AsianxChick90210 (9:44:46 PM): I thought it would be harder to find Eve and yours maybe even Chris
hollymarienao (9:45:26 PM): I surprisingly found mine relatively quickly.
hollymarienao (9:45:54 PM): but yeah, I was shocked and the more i think about it, the more I'm like I don't want this veto.
AsianxChick90210 (9:46:06 PM): Really?
AsianxChick90210 (9:46:13 PM): It would have been an easy decision for me
AsianxChick90210 (9:46:24 PM): I told Eve last week I would be voting her out if I won the Veto and not HoH
AsianxChick90210 (9:46:37 PM): I wanted Chris to go up last week and have him leave
AsianxChick90210 (9:46:41 PM): THen I wanted Eve out this week
hollymarienao (9:53:32 PM): Well, I told myself before the veto if I won it, I'd send her out, but when she predictably hit me up, she brought up some good points about you'd pose an even bigger threat in the end than I had given you credit for.
AsianxChick90210 (9:53:44 PM): Of course she did lol
AsianxChick90210 (9:53:53 PM): I mean she did the same thing with Chris
AsianxChick90210 (9:54:01 PM): She was going up and then he talked to her and she wasn't going up
AsianxChick90210 (9:54:15 PM): So she has a way with words I guess lol
AsianxChick90210 (9:54:21 PM): My conversation with her was simple
AsianxChick90210 (9:54:27 PM): She has the best chance to win based on the Jury
AsianxChick90210 (9:54:33 PM): She has Kathy, James, and Lolly locked
AsianxChick90210 (9:54:41 PM): 3 votes
AsianxChick90210 (9:54:50 PM): All she needs is 1 more and she wins
hollymarienao (9:55:04 PM): Why would she have Lolly, James and Kathy?
AsianxChick90210 (9:55:21 PM): Lolly is going to vote one of us over Eve?
AsianxChick90210 (9:55:31 PM): You voted her out and she nominated me cause she said i've done nothing
AsianxChick90210 (9:55:40 PM): James hates me cause his alliance got put on display
AsianxChick90210 (9:55:50 PM): Kathy is friends with Eve
AsianxChick90210 (9:56:01 PM): I'm convinced Eve was workign with Barack and crew and has played both sides this entire game
AsianxChick90210 (9:56:17 PM): The only person she doesnt have is Sausage
hollymarienao (9:56:30 PM): what about Lindsay?
AsianxChick90210 (9:56:36 PM): Well that is a vote i have
AsianxChick90210 (9:56:38 PM): I cant hide that
AsianxChick90210 (9:56:44 PM): If I left though
AsianxChick90210 (9:56:47 PM): I have no control over how she votes
AsianxChick90210 (9:56:52 PM): And she for some weird reason likes Eve
hollymarienao (9:57:03 PM): Lindsay does?
AsianxChick90210 (9:57:05 PM): Yeah
AsianxChick90210 (9:57:11 PM): She wanted Sausage out over Eve that round
AsianxChick90210 (9:57:22 PM): Since Eve and her talked strategy and Eve promised she wouldn't come after her the following week
AsianxChick90210 (9:57:29 PM): Which Eve ended up doing anyway
AsianxChick90210 (9:57:36 PM): I know you have not talked to Lindsay much
AsianxChick90210 (9:58:13 PM): I have Lindsay as a vote if I get to the end
AsianxChick90210 (9:58:21 PM): If I make the Final 3 you know I'm taking you
AsianxChick90210 (9:58:36 PM): Chris and Eve have worked together exclusively the last 2 weeks
AsianxChick90210 (9:58:45 PM): He won HoH and didn't put her up
AsianxChick90210 (9:58:49 PM): She won HoH and didn't put him up
AsianxChick90210 (9:58:59 PM): He won HoH and didn't put her up
AsianxChick90210 (9:59:02 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (9:59:11 PM): So it leads me to believe they have a deal going all the way to the end
AsianxChick90210 (9:59:24 PM): Since he has admitted to me that you said to him you didn't want to sit next to him in the end
AsianxChick90210 (9:59:59 PM): Plus they both know they have opposite Jury members voting for them
AsianxChick90210 (10:00:07 PM): The people who hate Chris he can't get
AsianxChick90210 (10:00:13 PM): The people who dislike her she can't get
AsianxChick90210 (10:00:22 PM): For them in the end it comes down to us two if were left
AsianxChick90210 (10:00:25 PM): Will decide who wins
AsianxChick90210 (10:01:29 PM): I have nothing to hide and am willing to answer any quesiton you have for me
AsianxChick90210 (10:01:42 PM): When we spoke about thinking our best chance was against each other in the end I felt that was true and still do
AsianxChick90210 (10:02:06 PM): People see us as under the radar and probably identical in strategy
AsianxChick90210 (10:02:12 PM): They will credit Chris for his competition wins
AsianxChick90210 (10:02:26 PM): They will credit her for her competitions wins and the fact that her game is different from all 3 of us (Chris, you, and I)
AsianxChick90210 (10:03:47 PM): She'll play up the fact that she was the underdog going into these last rounds and everyone wanted her out
hollymarienao (10:04:41 PM): This is all true.
hollymarienao (10:05:02 PM): *ugh. I hate this.
hollymarienao (10:05:35 PM): I've been wanting Eve out since about the final 11-12 and I have the power to be the sole vote to do it, and I'm completely doubting myself.
hollymarienao (10:05:39 PM): it's like......bleh.
AsianxChick90210 (10:05:41 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (10:05:49 PM): I mean I think in the end you have to go with your gut
AsianxChick90210 (10:06:10 PM): I don't want you to think I'm in any way trying to manipulate the situation or say certain things just cause I want to stay
hollymarienao (10:06:19 PM): no, I don't think that.
AsianxChick90210 (10:06:22 PM): I have felt for the longest time
AsianxChick90210 (10:06:32 PM): The only chance you and I have to win is against each other
hollymarienao (10:06:34 PM): even if you were, that's part of the game.
AsianxChick90210 (10:06:39 PM): That's just the way the cards fell
AsianxChick90210 (10:06:46 PM): I didn't win competitions
AsianxChick90210 (10:06:49 PM): You got labeled as under the radar
AsianxChick90210 (10:06:55 PM): I probably did as well
AsianxChick90210 (10:07:12 PM): If were in the end together they probably will say we both played under the radar and did nothing
AsianxChick90210 (10:07:32 PM): If were against one of them, they'll give them more personal flack, but vote for them cause they felt they played better then the both of us
hollymarienao (10:07:44 PM): That's what I've been feeling for a while.
AsianxChick90210 (10:08:04 PM): If I were you I would just look at each of those pictures on the Memory Wall
AsianxChick90210 (10:08:12 PM): Put yourself in the Final 2 against Eve and then against Me
AsianxChick90210 (10:08:18 PM): See how you think the votes will fall
hollymarienao (10:08:51 PM): Like I feel like Lindsay would vote for You or Eve before me.
hollymarienao (10:08:56 PM): Sausage would vote for you before me.
AsianxChick90210 (10:08:58 PM): Agreed
AsianxChick90210 (10:09:02 PM): Not sure on Sausage
hollymarienao (10:09:05 PM): I'd probably have a shot at his vote against eve.
hollymarienao (10:09:16 PM): He said when he left he was rooting for you and LIndz.
AsianxChick90210 (10:09:20 PM): Oh right
AsianxChick90210 (10:09:26 PM): So then yeah I guess I have him too
hollymarienao (10:09:32 PM): Lolly is a wild card because she trusted eve and I and we both voted to evict her.
AsianxChick90210 (10:09:41 PM): Eve voted to evict Lolly?
hollymarienao (10:09:56 PM): OH, you're right, she didn't.
AsianxChick90210 (10:10:21 PM): Lolly said she felt betrayed and surprised you voted her out
hollymarienao (10:10:25 PM): Kathy I think is the one vote I could PRAY for because we were tight season 1. Not so much this season.
AsianxChick90210 (10:10:33 PM): And you didn't vote her out
hollymarienao (10:10:36 PM): and James and i were cool until he went bananas.
AsianxChick90210 (10:10:37 PM): I think Kathy would vote you over me
AsianxChick90210 (10:10:42 PM): James is not voting me lol
AsianxChick90210 (10:10:44 PM): No way in hell
AsianxChick90210 (10:10:47 PM): That is the one vote I don't have
AsianxChick90210 (10:11:12 PM): I have Sausage and Lindsay
AsianxChick90210 (10:11:14 PM): You have Kathy and James
hollymarienao (10:11:16 PM): Yeah, IF there was one vote I think I could get without having to fight for it, It'd probably be kathy's.
hollymarienao (10:11:23 PM): why would I have james?
AsianxChick90210 (10:11:28 PM): Cause James hates Chris and I
hollymarienao (10:11:33 PM): He does?
hollymarienao (10:11:37 PM): oh that's right.
AsianxChick90210 (10:11:39 PM): lol are yo useirous?
AsianxChick90210 (10:11:43 PM): It wasl ike everywhere
AsianxChick90210 (10:11:55 PM): I don't have James
hollymarienao (10:12:00 PM): I forgot about that.
hollymarienao (10:12:09 PM): I thought it was lindsay he directed his anger at.
hollymarienao (10:12:18 PM): but it was both of you.
AsianxChick90210 (10:12:22 PM): At the begining it was Lindsay
AsianxChick90210 (10:12:28 PM): Till the alliance got exposed
AsianxChick90210 (10:12:33 PM): So basically against each other it comes down to Lolly
AsianxChick90210 (10:12:41 PM): Who I dont think would vote for me over you personally
AsianxChick90210 (10:12:43 PM): Eve and Chris
hollymarienao (10:12:51 PM): I think she would.
hollymarienao (10:12:58 PM): She was pissed when I voted to evict her.
hollymarienao (10:13:07 PM): even though she would have left regardless.
AsianxChick90210 (10:13:23 PM): She said I've done nothing, we disliked each other the first half of the game, and we never talked
AsianxChick90210 (10:13:27 PM): I know you guys were friends
AsianxChick90210 (10:13:31 PM): I was never friends with her
hollymarienao (10:14:32 PM): I still think she could hold it against me tbh.
AsianxChick90210 (10:14:49 PM): I dunno it would be a big surprised if she voted me to win honestly
AsianxChick90210 (10:15:28 PM): I have no idea also if you would buy Eve saying she would take you to the end
AsianxChick90210 (10:15:33 PM): I know you know I would take you
hollymarienao (10:16:22 PM): yeah, I know.
AsianxChick90210 (10:16:35 PM): We both lose to Chris..I think
AsianxChick90210 (10:17:24 PM): lol what if you didnt use it
AsianxChick90210 (10:17:28 PM): Do you think she would keep you over me?
hollymarienao (10:22:32 PM): she said she would.
AsianxChick90210 (10:22:53 PM): Do you trust her enough to let her make the decision?
AsianxChick90210 (10:23:30 PM): You could Veto me off the block and I could be the voter
AsianxChick90210 (10:23:34 PM): Vote out Eve for you lol
hollymarienao (10:25:17 PM): haha, as convenient as that would be, using the veto on you would more or less be the same thing as voting her.
AsianxChick90210 (10:25:33 PM): lol true
AsianxChick90210 (10:25:38 PM): Just was making light of the situation
hollymarienao (10:28:54 PM): haha, it's appreciated.
hollymarienao (10:29:02 PM): and between you and me, Eve offered the same thing.
AsianxChick90210 (10:29:04 PM): You're welcome
hollymarienao (10:29:08 PM): which I was like...aww.....how sweet.
AsianxChick90210 (10:29:22 PM): Yeah I mean I think its no secret we would have voted each other out
AsianxChick90210 (10:29:31 PM): I just think she might take Chris, not saying she would
AsianxChick90210 (10:29:38 PM): I know I won't take Chris to the end
AsianxChick90210 (10:29:44 PM): I also think she has the best chance of winning even over Chris
hollymarienao (10:29:46 PM): she knows she'd have a tough fight with Chris I think.
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:02 PM): I think if people base the vote on personal feelings
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:04 PM): Chris loses
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:09 PM): He has made so many people mad lol
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:25 PM): Kathy didnt talk to him at all when he nominated her
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:27 PM): James hates him
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:30 PM): He has Lolly
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:42 PM): Sausage felt betrayed by him
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:44 PM): Lindsay would vote him
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:47 PM): Eve would vote him
hollymarienao (10:30:54 PM): Probably.
AsianxChick90210 (10:31:19 PM): Eve gets Kathy, Lolly, and James though against us
hollymarienao (10:32:03 PM): I don't know if Eve would have Kathy.
hollymarienao (10:32:11 PM): I'd like to think I'd have a shot at that one.
AsianxChick90210 (10:32:23 PM): A shot over a gurantee
AsianxChick90210 (10:32:28 PM): You have a guranteed Kathy vote against me
AsianxChick90210 (10:32:36 PM): Guaranteed James
AsianxChick90210 (10:32:40 PM): I have Lindsay and Sausage
AsianxChick90210 (10:32:41 PM): 2-2
AsianxChick90210 (10:33:04 PM): Lolly, Eve, and Chris are going to decide who wins
hollymarienao (10:33:43 PM): Yeah, I don't think Lolly would vote for me to win.
hollymarienao (10:33:49 PM): she really did feel betrayed by me.
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:07 PM): You think she'll vote personal?
hollymarienao (10:34:13 PM): probably.
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:17 PM): That girl with all due credit didnt play the game personal at all
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:23 PM): If she did she would have nominated me in her HoH reigns
hollymarienao (10:34:30 PM): then again, we were in a game a while back where she voted me out and I voted for her to win the game.
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:36 PM): She was all about strategy, not saying she wouldn't be with the Jury vote
AsianxChick90210 (10:35:10 PM): All I know is that against Eve
AsianxChick90210 (10:35:15 PM): You have maybe Kathy
AsianxChick90210 (10:35:17 PM): You don't have James
AsianxChick90210 (10:35:21 PM): You don't have Lolly
AsianxChick90210 (10:35:26 PM): You don't have Lindsay
AsianxChick90210 (10:35:38 PM): You have Sausage probably cause he said he wouldn't vote for her
AsianxChick90210 (10:35:47 PM): I think Eve deserves to win and last time I hated Adam and voted him to win
AsianxChick90210 (10:35:57 PM): She has played so many people and gotten away with it, its really incredible
AsianxChick90210 (10:36:08 PM): She has had people hardcore after her and has managed to escape time and time again
AsianxChick90210 (10:36:18 PM): If it's evenChris and her in the end Im voting her to win simply cause I believe this is a social game
AsianxChick90210 (10:36:21 PM): She played the best one
AsianxChick90210 (10:36:30 PM): Anyone who can float like she did and get away with it, deserves it in my opinion
AsianxChick90210 (10:37:07 PM): I just want to see if in the end she would be able to word everything the right way where she mentions all this
AsianxChick90210 (10:37:11 PM): How she got Chris to not put her up
AsianxChick90210 (10:37:14 PM): How she got you to not vote her out
AsianxChick90210 (10:37:27 PM): How she managed to have a relaitonship with Chris and Barack without being either of their targets
AsianxChick90210 (10:37:49 PM): How she stayed loyal to her deal with Lolly
AsianxChick90210 (10:38:38 PM): I mean unless you have been playing me this whole time about not realy being too fond of her
AsianxChick90210 (10:38:51 PM): You have to look at my perspective in thinking you have wanted this girl out
AsianxChick90210 (10:39:00 PM): You have the opportunity to do it and now you might not
AsianxChick90210 (10:39:06 PM): So I have to give her credit for that
AsianxChick90210 (10:39:10 PM): She got you to not vote her out
AsianxChick90210 (10:39:35 PM): And if she is smart and in the end she'll mention that
AsianxChick90210 (10:46:23 PM): Eve is asking me about you
AsianxChick90210 (10:46:45 PM): divaevetorres (10:45:41 PM): has HM told you anything either way about her decision?
AsianxChick90210 (10:46:36 PM): Nope
hollymarienao is available 10:50 pm
hollymarienao (10:51:50 PM): yeah, you're right.
hollymarienao (10:52:07 PM): and in season 1, I was the only person in the final 10 probably and onward that wanted her out.
hollymarienao (10:53:04 PM): had I not tried to get her out, she would have won.
AsianxChick90210 (10:53:24 PM): Guess thats part of why you won
hollymarienao (10:55:16 PM): It helped.
AsianxChick90210 (11:10:53 PM): Good

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Eve}

divaevetorres (9:35:15 PM): good luck Sandra
AsianxChick90210 (9:35:21 PM): Thanks you too
divaevetorres (10:45:41 PM): has HM told you anything either way about her decision?
AsianxChick90210 (10:46:36 PM): Nope
divaevetorres (10:46:43 PM): me neither
divaevetorres (10:47:03 PM): you know the thing that bothers me the most?
divaevetorres (10:47:12 PM): that last step in the veto competition
AsianxChick90210 (10:47:21 PM): Why?
divaevetorres (10:47:56 PM): cause if we had read ahead, we could have skipped all the steps and had to complete none of them.
divaevetorres (10:48:13 PM): and I usually do read everything first.
AsianxChick90210 (10:48:13 PM): Oh really lol
divaevetorres (10:48:15 PM): yes
AsianxChick90210 (10:48:16 PM): I didn't figure that out
AsianxChick90210 (10:48:20 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (10:48:27 PM): I actually read the last step twice over cause I was confused
divaevetorres (10:48:46 PM): I had Pen online while I was doing it, and I asked him what it meant, cause I was confused about it too.
AsianxChick90210 (10:48:47 PM): Honestly though if someone won that way..it would have been lame
AsianxChick90210 (10:48:51 PM): Lame way to win the Veto and save yourself
divaevetorres (10:48:53 PM): it would have been lame
divaevetorres (10:48:57 PM): but
divaevetorres (10:49:11 PM): I wouldn't be complaining
divaevetorres (10:49:14 PM): if it were me
divaevetorres (10:49:16 PM): :-P
AsianxChick90210 (10:49:42 PM): lol
divaevetorres (10:52:02 PM): one of us is leaving
AsianxChick90210 (10:52:09 PM): Yes
divaevetorres (10:52:19 PM): is it safe to assume we'd have evicted each other this week?
AsianxChick90210 (10:52:30 PM): Yes lol
AsianxChick90210 (10:52:33 PM): I told you I was evicting you
divaevetorres (10:52:33 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (10:52:34 PM): lol
divaevetorres (10:52:43 PM): well that was last week
divaevetorres (10:52:49 PM): things could have changed
divaevetorres (10:52:50 PM): :-P
AsianxChick90210 (10:52:59 PM): lol I mean my mind was made up
divaevetorres (10:54:44 PM): well good luck again
AsianxChick90210 (10:54:57 PM): Thanks you too!

[Sandra Bullock]

Ultimately the decision is made by Holly Marie. I feel like it would be a mistake on her part to take Eve to the end. I genuinely believe Eve has the best chance of winning this entire game. I also don't think its a lock in that she would take Holly Marie to the Final 2 over Chris. I have said everything I need to say to Holly Marie to try and convince her to bring me to the Final 3. If I leave the game I won't have any regrets other then not winning Head of Household of Veto this week.