Post by Sandra Bullock on Oct 21, 2011 22:42:14 GMT -5
Sitting next to Sausage in the Nomination Chair this week was much harder then when I sat next to Lolly. I certainly wanted to stay, but I also didn't want to see Sausage leave.
The vote was announced 4-0 and I knew that I was safe from going home immediately. Sausage was evicted and I felt really bad about it because I just feel like this week went all wrong. Sausage leaving is not good for my game or really anyone else remaining except maybe Lindsay.
Sausage walking out that door though is completely Chris's fault. I think that Chris made a huge mistake this week. He pretty much allowed himself to be manipulated by Sausage in the same way that he allowed himself to be manipulated in voting for Debra over Kathy. I think that Chris game has been centered around some weird idea of people here actually caring for him and the friendship they have with him outweighing their desire to win. I don't believe Eve would stay loyal to Chris, but I guess Chris will learn that the hard way at some point.
We're now in the Final 5 stage! I feel very good about my position because I know that I have Lindsay here and the chances of me being able to stay over her or have another person on my side is pretty good. The Head of Household Competition this round is interesting because if I win Head of Household then that would prevent me from winning Head of Household next week in the Final 4. So its almost like winning Head of Household this week is a bad thing because it doesn't allow you any safety next week unless you win the Veto. The person who wins the Veto next week will be the only voter.
So I'm not entirely sure if I should win this Head of Household Competition because I don't want to risk being taken out next week when I only had a Veto to keep me safe. I would much rather have two shots at keeping myself safe next week, then only having one shot of keeping myself safe.
The game is certainly changing and with Sausage's exit it changes my entire idea of how I would like to see this game end off. I don't feel loyalty to anyone remaining right now except for Lindsay. Chris has nominated me and Eve has voted for me in the past. So I think that maybe I want Holly Marie in the Final 3 right now with Lindsay and Myself. I have up until this week felt like I wanted it to be Chris and I in the end with one another, but after this week I'm starting to think that might not be what I want to see happen. A lot to think about and not a lot of time left!