Week 9 ~ Fast Forward ~ Ughh..

[Barack Obama]

Well once again, this is pretty much do or die for me. I HAVE to win Part 1 just to move up one spot in the game but I will be 100% nominated in part 2. This twist is very dumb at this point in the game. Basically anyone who wins will be nominated in part 2 and will need to win veto to ensure safety. So essentially, I need TWO wins this week just to stay safe. LOL Ridiculous. No matter what I do, I'm getting nominated no matter what this week. That is a fact.

Why is the game so much harder for me and then the rest of these losers can just slide on by? Granted, I did some of it myself BUT you can also thank an evicted bitter houseguest too. It wasn't ALL my fault. Well, that's what I get, right? Is this karma for me choosing Kathy over Debra? Fuck it. I would've done the same thing 10/10 times. No regrets. In fact, I know everything Kathy tells me is real and probably everything Debra told me was just a bunch of bullshit just so my attention would stay on her. Whatever. It is what it is and I can't complain about that anymore.

I think no matter what though, Chris is basically assured Final 6. Because if I win, HoH... then whoever gets evicted will NOT put him up. Thus, he's safe. The only way he maybe wouldn't make final 6 is if I'm evicted. I would definitely put up Eve, Lolly and Chris if I got evicted in Part 1. No doubt in my mind. It sucks though... him making Final 6 is thanks to me. I think him taking vacation in part 1 is basically a slap in the face to his allies. He's saying, "Hey! I only care about myself and my safety. You guys can fend for yourself." What a fucking douche this kid is. He should have taken vacation in part 2 because he still had a chance in part 1 to win HoH or Veto. But you can tell he was scared of being a "target" and of ME. lolol What a little bitch. So yeah, he's golden and he'll win the game. An emotionless little twat is going to win. Wonderful.

If Holly wins, she won't nominate me. I bet she'd put up Eve and Lolly. If Chris wins, he's gonna put up Eve and Lindsay. If Lindsay wins... lmfao Who am I kidding? She won't win! If Sandra wins, hahah this is laughable too but if she does, then she'll put me and probably Sausage up. Or Holly. I'll be the target though. Actually, maybe throwing it might not be such a bad idea... Hmm.... Yeah, fuck that. Too risky at this point. I just am really disappointed that this twist happens right now. Seriously. Makes no sense. Oh well...

So yeah, my time is coming to an end and people are really going to wish they treated me better. Seriously. I will be a juror and if they think I won't personally, then they have another thing coming. LOL Jk... kinda. It's my vote and I'll vote how I want to! Bitches.

[Barack Obama]

Ughh.... I am not happy with my time at all. I could've gone faster I think. But what fucked me up was searching for the damn Adam's. > I figured that one would be the last name and the other the first name but it took me forever. Those two and James were the last ones I found. Lame. -__-

*crosses fingers and toes*

[Barack Obama]

So I knew that speech would cause an outrage. Chris hates me even more now and I'm glad he does. I feel justified for my own disgust for him. haha He blew up on me tonight and started crying about how he thought we were good and all this shit. Well if we were, he would'nt have been trying to make sure that I would go the past few weeks. I may talk like I "know" whats going on but I will admit I don't know everything. I just talk like I do because it raises peoples blood pressures and it infuriates them. Ridiculous strategy, right? Yep, I think so. But I'm willing to ride it out and see what happens. I'm getting used to my back being against the wall. I also know I'm going up no matter what so I have to prepare myself to win the veto. AGAIN. Think I can do it? I guess we'll see.

Eve trusts me a little bit more now. I think. Which is good. I'm going to need all the help I can get if I stay on the block. Lindsay said she'd keep me against anyone but Sandra. Which I already knew lol But I believe her when she said that. I really shouldn't though. She's probably lying her ass off to me. She has no reason to though, honestly. I'm not going after her and she knows it. She's most likely pissed that I put two of her allies up against each other. Chris was pissed about that too. The fact that they both showed their emotions to me was PERFECT. I LOVED IT! It shows that I made the right move strategically. One of their allies is leaving this week no matter what. I just hope it's Lolly because I know she's a better player overall than Sandra is. Sausage/Lindsay to keep Sandra. Eve to evict Sandra and who knows what Holly will do. She's the wildcard in this. I hope Lindsay used her double vote though. That would make this MUCH easier on me. Of course, why would the game be easy on me at all? It's not like I'm making it easier on myself with my outlandish speeches. hahaha I just like being an ass to these people. If they don't care about me, then why the hell should I care about them and give them any respect? I'm not going to win this game. I'm here now to ensure that some of these twats DON'T win. That's it. That may seem personal and harsh but really, it's not. I just would like to see someone like Lindsay or Sausage win. I think that final 2 would be hilarious and it would piss people off haha If I'm lucky enough to even make it that far, nobody in their right mind would vote for me. If they do, I'd laugh my ass off.


So yeah, this week I had the plan to save Eve the whole time. I just had to make it look good like she was the target. I'm so glad it worked and she's safe. Now we'll see if she returns the favor. It's gonna be a rough ending for me but I've done it to myself. I love the challenge. I've stepped up thus far. I just want it to continue long enough for me to get out the REAL BOREWHORE ROBOT, Chris. That kid is such a self-righteous, holier than thou, tool! I'd slap the shit out of him if I ever saw him in person. Not even joking. I think he'd piss his pants if he ever ran into me.


Yay for someone who isn't on my side being evicted! I hope Kathy likes her present in jury<3

[Barack Obama]

These people are fuckin retarded, I swear. Holly doesn't have a clue how to vote. Whatever Holly, you know damn well you know what you're going to do. This bitch really sucks this season and her gameplay is just laughable. I kind of want her out next just to get rid of the sloppiness. Maybe she'll get nominated with me? haha That would be funny and it would serve her right. Eve is keeping Lolly. I'm SHOCKED! I think it's a smart move by her but Sandra is a fucking idiot to think that its "okay". It's not okay! She's voting you out Sandra! If she does it once, she'll do it again. Sandra and her justifications for everything just make me sick. She is an idiot and her way of thinking about shit is just so moronic sometimes. Now I realize why her and Chris got along so well. Now I know why Sandra and Lolly patched things up. They are all pretty much the same person. They never admit when they're wrong. They ALWAYS think they are right. They talk to people like they have their noses in the air. Can I just line these people up all in a row and take a baseball bat to each one of their temples? That would be nice.

Better prepare myself for the block AND I have to win veto.