Episode Nine~

[Sandra Bullock]

This was my first time sitting in the Nomination chair for the Eviction. It was a different feeling waiting on the results and seeing each person enter the diary room to go and vote. I felt like I was going to be safe, but you just never know in this game.

When Penn read the vote 3-1 I was feeling like I was going to be okay, but when he said my name at first my heart stopped for a second. Did these people really just blindside me? Luckily, that didn't happen and Lolly was evicted.

I'm honestly not sad to Lolly go. I feel like she had a lot of deals in this house and would eventually come after me. I think she did play a very good game though, but her leaving is only going to benefit me. Now I feel like Chris has lost a little power and will be more loyal to me with her gone, the same for Lindsay.

Before Lolly left though she had the responsibility to nominate 3 people for eviction. I felt like Lolly would put up Barack, but I wasn't sure who the other two people would be joining him. However, I wasn't going to be surprised if it was me since her and I still do have that small dislike for each other. lol.

Lolly nominated Barack, Holly Marie, and Myself. So basically I'm stuck in this chair again. I don't even need to get out of it because it seems to like me now. lol. I have to win the Power of Veto. The worst case scenario is Barack wins the Power of Veto and leaves Holly Marie and Myself on the block. I don't know if I could survive against Holly Marie because I think people see her as the weakest player in this house.

I just knew this week was going to be bad for me. I knew that I was going to get nominated and possible evicted. Looks like so far I've been right! Hopefully I'm not right about the being evicted part though. lol.

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Barack}

BloBamaMyMama (2:47:16 PM): welcome to the block again! :-)
AsianxChick90210 (2:48:06 PM): I know I didn't even have to leave my chair lol
AsianxChick90210 (2:48:09 PM): Its not surprising though
AsianxChick90210 (2:48:13 PM): I figured she would put me up if she left
BloBamaMyMama (2:48:41 PM): yeah
BloBamaMyMama (2:48:43 PM): you're fine though
AsianxChick90210 (2:49:12 PM): I mean lol Veto still around
BloBamaMyMama (2:49:33 PM): yes
BloBamaMyMama (2:49:40 PM): and even if you dont win it, you'll still be okay
AsianxChick90210 (2:50:06 PM): You think I would survive over Holly Marie?
BloBamaMyMama (2:50:10 PM): someone has to come off and if its you then thats perfect for you
BloBamaMyMama (2:50:12 PM): yes I do
BloBamaMyMama (2:50:15 PM): actually
AsianxChick90210 (2:50:20 PM): I don't think I would
AsianxChick90210 (2:50:26 PM): Eve would vote for me to leave
AsianxChick90210 (2:50:28 PM): Chris would vote for me to leave
BloBamaMyMama (2:50:33 PM): i dont think so
AsianxChick90210 (2:50:40 PM): ? lol
BloBamaMyMama (2:50:45 PM): well...
AsianxChick90210 (2:50:47 PM): Eve just voted me
BloBamaMyMama (2:50:51 PM): I know she did
AsianxChick90210 (2:50:53 PM): Chris would have voted me if he had a vote
AsianxChick90210 (2:50:58 PM): That's 2 votes for sure
BloBamaMyMama (2:51:00 PM): yes this is true
BloBamaMyMama (2:51:03 PM): however
AsianxChick90210 (2:51:04 PM): Only 5 votes not counting extra votes
BloBamaMyMama (2:51:08 PM): what makes you think that i'd vote you out
AsianxChick90210 (2:51:24 PM): Well I would need the rest of the votes to stay
BloBamaMyMama (2:51:39 PM): knowing that theres two threats in the game that would take me out and take you out over holly
BloBamaMyMama (2:51:47 PM): doesnt make sense to vote you out
BloBamaMyMama (2:51:54 PM): Sausage doesnt talk to holl
BloBamaMyMama (2:51:56 PM): holly
BloBamaMyMama (2:52:05 PM): and well, we all know you and lindsay are f2 buddies lol
BloBamaMyMama (2:52:09 PM): so with my vote, you'd stay
AsianxChick90210 (2:52:35 PM): Well I guess will see how this all plays out lol
AsianxChick90210 (2:52:39 PM): I just want to win the Veto so I feel safe
BloBamaMyMama (2:52:48 PM): yeah of course
BloBamaMyMama (2:52:53 PM): theres a difference though
BloBamaMyMama (2:53:01 PM): between my block experiences and yours
AsianxChick90210 (2:53:10 PM): Whats the difference?
BloBamaMyMama (2:53:15 PM): you dont have to win to stay
BloBamaMyMama (2:53:17 PM): I do
BloBamaMyMama (2:54:21 PM): like I understand your want and need to win veto
BloBamaMyMama (2:54:30 PM): for safety and to prove you can win something
AsianxChick90210 (2:54:40 PM): Right
BloBamaMyMama (2:54:41 PM): but you dont really have to in order to stay
AsianxChick90210 (2:56:16 PM): No such thing as a sure thing
BloBamaMyMama (2:56:23 PM): no definitely not
BloBamaMyMama (2:56:38 PM): im just seeing it from an overall perspective
AsianxChick90210 (2:56:38 PM): I mean I don't think I was as safe as people were telling me
AsianxChick90210 (2:56:45 PM): Since I didn't get such solid answers from everyone lol
AsianxChick90210 (2:56:51 PM): Not until after voting was due lol
BloBamaMyMama (2:57:17 PM): right and even though Eve voted you out youre okay with it because she stayed loyal to what she thought was right
BloBamaMyMama (2:57:28 PM): which is very admirable, yes.
BloBamaMyMama (2:57:40 PM): but she'd do it again
BloBamaMyMama (2:57:50 PM): and you're still cool with it. lol
AsianxChick90210 (2:58:53 PM): Right
BloBamaMyMama (2:58:56 PM): like if Holly wins veto, you're as good as safe
BloBamaMyMama (2:59:06 PM): if I win veto, Im saying you'd be safe too.
BloBamaMyMama (2:59:10 PM): Not like my word means much in this game
AsianxChick90210 (2:59:13 PM): lol
BloBamaMyMama (2:59:16 PM): but logically
AsianxChick90210 (2:59:16 PM): I mean its getting better ;-)
AsianxChick90210 (2:59:17 PM): lol
BloBamaMyMama (2:59:20 PM): lol
BloBamaMyMama (2:59:30 PM): i think youre in a decent position even if its sitting on the block
BloBamaMyMama (3:02:03 PM): I have to shower, shave and all that jazz for this wedding in a couple hours
BloBamaMyMama (3:02:11 PM): but I would like to leave you with this thought...
AsianxChick90210 (3:02:14 PM): Have fun
AsianxChick90210 (3:02:19 PM): Don't drink too much!
AsianxChick90210 (3:02:19 PM): lol
BloBamaMyMama (3:02:24 PM): lol ill try not to
BloBamaMyMama (3:02:59 PM): if I end up staying on the block, who is going to help you get further. You've reiterated many times that there is still game to be played
BloBamaMyMama (3:03:09 PM): me or holly
AsianxChick90210 (3:03:42 PM): Yeah I mean everything has to be considered like I said before
BloBamaMyMama (3:03:50 PM): yes of course
AsianxChick90210 (3:04:40 PM): Its going to be the Final 6
AsianxChick90210 (3:04:49 PM): An alliance of 3 isn't good for anyone not involved
BloBamaMyMama (3:05:02 PM): I agree
BloBamaMyMama (3:05:12 PM): and we both have to survive the block
AsianxChick90210 (3:05:20 PM): Right
BloBamaMyMama (3:05:38 PM): but Im willing to make a deal for F4 with you and Lindsay and someone else should we stay.
BloBamaMyMama (3:05:49 PM): promising any more than that would be unrealistic
BloBamaMyMama (3:06:55 PM): and idc who it is. you can pick even lol
BloBamaMyMama (3:07:14 PM): but going into f6 and f5 with mine and lindsays extra votes plus yours is a huge advantage
AsianxChick90210 (3:07:50 PM): True
AsianxChick90210 (3:07:56 PM): I mean I have to talk to Lindsay about all this
BloBamaMyMama (3:07:59 PM): i promised lindsay i wouldnt put her up or vote her out and i can promise you the same thing. my word is good with her, and it can be for you too if you want it.
AsianxChick90210 (3:08:06 PM): Since I'm not going to be like her and just make an alliance without talking to her about it
AsianxChick90210 (3:08:11 PM): Like she did with you before lol
BloBamaMyMama (3:08:13 PM): yeah definitely
BloBamaMyMama (3:09:54 PM): well if you do talk to her this evening, let me know and of course depending on veto, I see this as having potential
BloBamaMyMama (3:10:06 PM): anyways, thats all i wanted to say. have a good night and ill ttyl
AsianxChick90210 (3:12:29 PM): Yes of course
AsianxChick90210 (3:12:31 PM): I will talk to then
AsianxChick90210 (3:12:32 PM): Have fun
BloBamaMyMama (3:12:37 PM): ty

[Sandra Bullock]

It was finally time for our Veto Competition today. We all gathered in the backyard where we were given the rules to our next challenge.

Our challenge had a series of 10 photos of people that we didn't know and we had to guess how old we thought they were. Based on our guesses to their age it would determine how many points that we received toward our score. The higher score we had the less chance we had at winning the Power of Veto. The person with the lowest number would win the Power of Veto and exact guess would gain you -5 points to your total score.

I thought this challenge was pretty luck based. I'm personally get tired of art in this house. lol. It seems like were constantly being given visual exercises and my brain hurts too much being surrounded by these people for this long period of time. However, I knew that if I wanted to secure my safety this round then I needed to win the Veto.

I felt like I was so unsure on some of the photos. Some of these people looked young and some of these people looked old, but I never fully felt confident in my answers because now a days you just never really know how old someone is. lol. I mean Lolly looked as old as Kathy did in my opinion and it's probably because they both had really bad plastic surgeons. lol

Once I wrote down my results I could really only hope that I won because if I don't win and Barack takes himself off the block once again I just might have to shoot myself because its getting ridiculous that we can't seem to get him out.

[Sandra Bullock]

Usually after were done with a competition Big Brother will inform us of the results of the challenge soon after, but this time things went on a little differently. First, Big Brother called Barack to the Diary Room. I thought this was a little weird because I didn't see why Barack would need to go to the Diary Room before results were announced. So I was kinda wondering what was going on.

A few minutes later Big Brother informed us to all gather in the Living Room for an important announcement. I really didn't know what to expect because as far as I knew everything was pretty normal today. So I was really interested to know what the hell was going on. lol.

Big Brother informed us that Barack entered into an inappropriate relationship with someone from production. The relationship extended to him receiving information about competitions and also potentially things that are not disclosed to the rest of us through our Diary Room confessions. So Barack has been expelled from the game and his Jury spot will now be given to James who has been sequestered since exiting the house.

I was in complete shock and then that shock turned into immediate disgust. This guy has been parading around this house talking about how he has to win competitions in order to secure his safety and will win the Veto no matter what and this entire time he has been cheating. It's so sickening! It literally makes me think so much less of him. Now I don't feel sorry about anything I've said about him because he has shown that he pretty much was willing to do anything to win this game.

It's not even the whole cheating thing that gets to me as much as his smug, cocky, and arrogant attitude to almost everyone in this house. It's so pathetic! It really is pathetic! I can't think of a better word then that right now! To be so smug and cocky! To throw things in peoples faces when all along you were nothing more then a cheater. He's not a good player, he is a joke!