Book of Shadows (Confessionals)

[Holly Marie Combs]

(Better late than never.)

The Book of Shadows

The great tome of Spells, warlocks, and demons. Essentially a witches bible. Filled with knowledge of enemies, friends, and foes from generations past. With loads of empty pages for journaling new information about villainous adversaries and delightful allies.

[Holly Marie Combs]

I had really big hopes for my confessional this game. I wanted to have posts dedicated to each player talking about them, their weakness and how to "vanquish" them. Almost like Melba's Spice Rack but better (No disrespect meant to Melanie <3) However, with work, sickness, computer problems and vacation taking up the first 3-4 rounds of the game, it's hard for me to know what's going on and really "play the game," it's even harder for me to write about anything. So I guess I"ll do what I can at this point. And hope I don't continue to disappoint Penn with my lack of confessionalness.

Ok, so the game thus far at a glance.

Coming into this game, I was pretty apprehensive. When you're a previous winner the expectation that you must do well is only heightened which makes things even more terrifying. I had several people who I figured were not fans of mine, particularly from season 1. Barack and had been my friend turned adversary in season 1. Eve was my strategical target throughout the entire game until I got Barack to turn on her in the final 5. And I cast the sole vote to evict Lolly. They were possibly not going to hold a grudge. Orlando and Kathy were rounding out the cast which made me pretty happy considering I was close to both of them.


Season 2 was a bit of a blur for me. I was one of the worst housecalls ever. So I vaguely remembered the chaos that was that season. Seemed like the crazies were really in this season. And before the game started there were people talking about targeting me. What? That's stupid.


I know more about season 3 than people may think. (shh.....it's a secret) And this was the group I was the MOST concerned about. Seemed like season 3 was getting a lot of attention, particularly it's winner, Debra Messing. I had lot's of people trying to give me the skinny on her as well as her "lackie" Christina Aguilera. Seems like the rest of the All-Stars were people who had just followed Messing to the end. So that was a biiiiiig red flag to me.

[Holly Marie Combs]

Well it's probably too late for me to step up my game to really make a dent in it. However, I'm long passed due for a little whoopass. I don't know where I stand with everyone in the game, but I know where everyone stands with me.

Pretty much, Orlando left the game, and there is a very foul taste in my mouth. I feel like I may have set him up inadvertently to be eaten by the wolves. Barack sent me this long gushing email about respecting me and still wanting to support me despite his nominations. So feeling comfortable, I told him I was probably going to keep Orlando. Which was the EXACT same thing I did in season 1 with the first time he nominated Sophia. Had it not been a special power I had, Sophia would have left the game. Well, this time I didn't have any special powers, and probably my best friend in the game left. And I feel horrible and stupid for saying something to begin with. It's so infuriating it's disgusting. I'm really disappointed in myself and I feel bad for Orlando.

Eve has once again proven to be a conniving little snake. She has legitimately pissed m off for the last time. No one can piss me off unless I trust them. And while I never would have given her the benefit of half trusting her, there was some hope she would stick to her word and not be such a scab. Eve has been talking for weeks about season 1 sticking together especially myself, Orlando, and her. So how does she honor that idea as well as Orlando who has told me over and over to trust her? She casts her vote to evict Orlando. And then has the NERVE to say

divaevetorres
we just keep missing each other. I hated that vote so much. I'd have let you know who I was voting for but I wanted to talk things through with you, not just leave PMs back and forth. Maybe I'd have voted differently. I changed my mind 5 or 6 times. It's just a game, but you have no idea how terrible I feel. I do want you to know that I still intend on working with you for the duration of the game and I hope you still do too.

Maybe you would have voted differently? So it's MY FAULT that you backstabbed Orlando? It's MY FAULT because you always take my opinion into such high consideration? It's MY FAULT that your vote to evict him tied the vote and led to his eviction? FUUUUUUUCK YOU, EVE. You are still playing the same snake in the grass game that you played season 1. I was the ONLY person who saw it then, and I'll probably be the one person this time to see it again because you are ridiculously fake. If you're going to evict someone who trusts you, don't pin it on someone else. Say you voted to evict that person because it was a good game move or better for your game. And then on top of that DON'T feed me some bullshit about wanting to work with me. Bitch, you stupid? You just evict someone you swore up and down you wanted to protect and that worked with you season 1, and I'm supposed to believe that you're going to support me. *flips bird* That might work on the idiots that allign with you, but I'm not f@#king dumb.

[Holly Marie Combs]

Once we hit the final 8, It became very aware to me that there were two types of players. Players who had worked hard, made bold moves and showed they weren't afraid to play the game hard ("The PLayers") and the people who have more or less watched from the sidelines ("The Potatoes") Eve, Lolly, Chris and Barack are all PLayers, while Sausage, Lindsay, Sandra and I all appear to be Potatoes. There's a shot there is a potato who is secretly a player, but for the most part it doesn't appear that way. In short, if a Player goes to the end of the game with a potato, the player won't have to life a finger in jury questioning to win. Like they could just sit there and post people flipping the bird for their answers and would still win. That being said, I'm playing this game to go to the end, and being a potato, I can't risk going to the end with a Player. Which is unfortunately why I voted to evict Lolly. It sucks, because I think these games have sort of made me somewhat jaded, as I have always prided myself on being extremely loyal in these games. And had Lolly and I talked everyday and formulated strategies together, we would have gone deeper into the game, but that just wasn't the case. At this point, I can't picture anyone taking me to the final 2, except to kick my ass in the end. So if I have a say in it, I'm not going to let it happen. Very Sorry Lolly. :-(

[Holly Marie Combs]

Hey y'all. So I know I have a pathetic dr. To my critics, I say..... go read Melanie's DR in season 3 and then tell me I don't know how to write a DR. <3

Great game everyone!

[Chris Evans]

What dr? :x

Nice title though

[Holly Marie Combs]

*rolls eyes*

Love you too, Chris.




(.......now go away. <3 )

[Chris Evans]

rudeness

I loved D.Beeps Dr!