week 4-block baby

[Sean Hayes]

so this may not be as fancy as my other DR's, im doing this illegally at work,


find myself on the block again, no surprise.

I think Eve took the easy way out and decided to nominate the two of us simply because I used the DPoV on him.

which is bullshit, because I basically used it on him because HE saved my rear-end last game we played together.

not becuase we have an alliance in this game.

ive said nothing to Sausage about an alliance this game (tho it has crossed my mind that he could be an extra number for us to use in voting)

whatever works for her tho. I thought she and I were cool. clearly we arent as close as i had presumed.

aside from this, ive been busy. Vacation and now I have strep throat, so I'm sleeping often and not really making many connections with the other house guests, nor am I doing much as I havent won anything competition wise yet.

though this is how I played season 2 as well....only toward the end did I start winning when it was much more crucial.

we'll see I guess.

I apologize for not DR'ing more, like i said, vacation and now sick. ugh. not my idea of fun.

though I did enjoy Orlando, the events of week 3 werent what I had expected.


we'll see what this week brings, who knows, I may be out the door by the end of the week. *fingers crossed I wont be*

xoxo, [/color][/size]
Sean

[Sean Hayes]

Sausage: Its part of a bigger picture

havent you noticed that season 1 is completely in tact ?

I'm livid

Me:
i dont even realize who season 1 is..
eve, hollymarie, orlando?

Sausage:
barack Lolly kathy

all 6 of them

Me:
you think they're all working together?

Sausage: I would believe it

look at the votes for the previous rounds

i think some of them may be working together, but not all.
theyve had the power most of this game




well, he brings up a good point....but I still think this boy is clueless.
as much as I love him.

he clearly doesnt see any of us working together. which i think is a benefit for us.

but at this point, if he doesnt win veto, I know I have a good chance of staying with some of the numbers that I have.

then again, i thought i was in good with Eve, and im not so sure that's even truth.

and this PoV is NOT[/size] my forte. AT ALL. i cannot find anymore than just a few words. so it's going to look like i didnt even really give this an effort.......... wahh.


ideally, i'd like to see Sausage win veto, take himself off the block, and someone goes up against me that I can beat on votes.

*cough* preferably Debra *cough*


xoxo,[/color][/size]
sean

[Sean Hayes]

me: are you there?

Eve Torres:
yes, hi.

Me: so can i get a better excuse why the two of us are on the block? aside from the bullshit excuse that we "must be aligned" simply because i saved him with my DPoV for something he did a previous season. (that you were TOTALLY okay with)

Eve Torres: I probably can't give you one. :-P But like I said, it's not personal. I was fine with you using the DPoV because it didn't affect me negatively in any way.

me: so then why the personal attack to put me on the block?

Eve Torres: But like I said, it's not personal. it's a game move.

me: but we're not even aligned? so it's really NOT a game move.
it's just a cop out easy way out to nominate us.

Eve Torres: it was the best decision I could make. you can view it how you like.

me: it wasnt tho, neither of us are THAT strong of a player.
i mean, i'll speak for myself on that.
im not downing Sausage.
he works hard.

Eve Torres: it was the best decision that I could make. and he does work hard, what happened in the veto competition?

me: what do you mean?

Eve Torres: I mean, it was obvious that Sausage tried to win to save himself. and if you could only find 4, then I'm sorry. but it looked like you gave up.

me: say whatever you will, finding words that are changed is NOT my strength in a challenge, atleast I gave it an effort, and i was HOPING Sausage would win to save himself, because I think i have the numbers to stay, and it's gonna be a bummer to see him leave over a bullshit nomination. and you can thank yourself for it.

Eve Torres: I have no regrets with my decision, however it turns out

me: and know that if i stay, you're my number one target.

Eve Torres: I'm already aware of that.

me: and i thought we could work together before, as DPoV winners.
clearly not.

Eve Torres: so did I

me: YOU did this, not me.

Eve Torres: yes I know.

me: and you have NO good excuse for it.
other than that it was a "good game move for you"

Eve Torres: how is that not a good excuse? :-P

me: how was putting the two of us up a "good game move"?

Eve Torres: because it was.

me: not a good enough answer. but you're not gonna explain yourself anymore. so. there's no point in sitting here discussing this.

Eve Torres: probably not.

me: because you dont have the balls to say why you REALLY put either of us up.

Eve Torres: and I don't mean to be a jerk about any of this.

me: are you kidding me?
how can you even say that?
HAHAHAH.

Eve Torres: because it's true, that's how I can say it.

me: let me put you on the block. and say "i dont mean to be a jerk about this, but there's a chance you could go home"
....?
really?
that doesnt make sense. at all.

Eve Torres: did I tell you that you're going home?

me: no, you didnt, but you PUT ME UP...and then say "there's really nothing personal by this"...
but you can't say WHY you put me up.
or better explain yourself aside from that "it was a good game move"

Eve Torres: it's a game move, it's not because I don't like you.

me: but you put someone on the block who has won NOTHING yet this season. haha. so i dont understand the "game move" to it.

Eve Torres: I do. that's what matters

me: but you cant explain why. and i atleast deserve that much, but im done discussing this because it's not getting anywhere thru your thick head.

Eve Torres: fine. Sorry.

me: DONT apologize. please.

Eve Torres: alright then, I guess we're done here.

me: right, so that way i wont have to apologize when you're on the block.







...is she 12? she's sure acting it...
......what I'm most pissed off about here, is that i think i have the votes to stay, and that Sausage is going to have to leave the game as a result of this.

Please dont take this the wrong way here Penn, but I think that Sausage has a better chance at winning this game than I do, based on survival skills and winning challenges.

I have won nothing yet. he worked hard at that competition, i'll be the first to admit that finding words that are changed is NOT my forte, but I didnt really have time to do it either.

My ideal hope was that he would win and then take himself off and I could survive the vote against someone else.

and of course Chris did whatever she wanted and didnt use the veto.

I also didnt beg to have Chris use it because that's not my style.

I'm NOT giving up, but in terms of players in this game, I think Sausage is stronger than I am....and could make it further, and now he's gonna probably be booted.

i hate Eve.[/size]

and if i win HoH next week, i will be sure [/u] that her ass is on the block and out the door.


sadly xoxo, [/size][/color]
sean.

[Sean Hayes]

in case i get booted.


these are a few of my favorite things:

[deleted by Penn- remember bb global? That board got deleted because of nude images.]



xoxox. [/color][/size]

[Sean Hayes]

as are these:






Penn, buy me one? hehe.