week 4

[Debra Messing]

Obviously I am pleased to see Adam leave but I feel terrible about Mingin. In a perfect world I would never have had to choose between him and Orlando. I struggled with that vote more than any other. As you can see Mikey was last on my bootlist. That is because I would have loved to make it to the end with him but my next choice was Orlando and I kept going back and forth.

I can't believe Adam didn't rage on me in his exit but he did worse, he attacked Kathy of all people. She is the last person I would have expected him to tear into. If he is alluding to me as the person she is protecting that will turn on her, he is going to be waiting an awful long time. I have no intention of betraying her in this game. I have a much better rapport with her than I did in season 3.

This new phase is going to be rough and I am not crazy about the new factions. Its hard to keep up with all these changes but it keeps the game interesting.

[Debra Messing]

That was a tough HOH comp. I only found 11 objects . I still can't find the TP, lightbulb. blender or remote control. The great thing is my side won and we all get 5 chances. Eve will be a bit of a wild card as an HOH. I haven't been able to talk with her that much but we have exchanged PMs and I would hope to be safe with her in charge . I hate to make assumptions but she certainly wouldn't have been on my radar for a long time. I would have felt pretty good with Holly winning and my best chance at staying safe would have been with the big "O" for OrlandO. I seem to have a thing for Season 1 players.

[Debra Messing]

Glad I escaped the nomination block so far and I have to say I liked Eve's nominations so far. My only concern is if Sausage wins POV and comes down that I could be the replacement. It makes sense since I am the only person other than Sausage that isn't from her season. I have been looking for words that have been changed and only came up with 16. I doubt that will hold up. I just don't see anymore.
Sausage just pissed me off big time. I was talking to him about using the veto on him if I won it and forcing Eve to have to nominate a Season 1 player but 2 minutes later I get an IM from Barack asking me if I would save Sausage if I won it. That seemed a bit odd so I asked Sausage if he told Barack what I had said. Of course he denied it but a few moments later Barack showed me an IM where Sausage gave him an excerpt of me asking if he had told Barack I said I would use it. This is all very fishy.
Barack wants me to save Sausage so Eve will be forced to nominate Kathy but I don't see that happening.
He is worried about the fact that she and Sean are friends outside the game. I am not sure I would be able to put Kathy in jeopardy to save Sausage of all people. I owe Kathy for not using her veto last week and this is not the way to repay her.
Besides Eve wants her noms to remain in tact. UGH I am damned if I do, and damned if I don't.