week 2- new horizons

[Sean Hayes]

transpiring between week 1 and 2 was that Lindsay got evicted. (i was soo sad to see her go.)


...... NOT. [/size]


and i attempted to ruffle some feathers a little bit by sending her out with an "i-won't-miss-you" response. to which she added her two cents just as i knew she would.


i had a really tough time voting on the other side. I really liked Adam, but at the same time, i felt that i definitely owed it to Mingin for helping me season 2 by not using his large power to have himself evicted and it kept me in the game.

i was going to use my DPoV....but....then i felt it would look too suspicious to save someone from the other side, and run the risk of people suspecting that we were aligned. So rather i left it up to the votes.

i felt it was a major dick move on my part to NOT secure his safety, but I also didnt want a major target on my back and I'm hoping he understood where I was coming from, tho we've never formally addressed the issue.

bringing me to Round 2 HoH.

Mingin asked if i would assist him in sending him a fruit/veggie. well...sure enough, I couldnt play this round and had to remind him.

as the results turn out Kathy and Mingin both win HoH! couldnt look like a better week for me.

I'm curious to see if Mingin will return the favor and nominate Orlando?

I'm hoping he doesnt put Adam up on the block but that's also one of my worries. since he obviously doesnt know we're aligned.



also, Kathy says to me today that Barack and Debra were aligned in a previous game and were attached at the him (as told to her by Nicki) ....well, i thought last season that Barack dissed her up and down?

im curious to see if they'll stick together this game? and does that mean I'm being played like a good sheep?



Nicki has also begun to get on my nerves, the off-the-wall[/u] absurd things she says are just RIDICULOUS. and totally unneeded. i try to just say "haha" or "oh boy" in hopes that she gets the hint and leaves me alone.

Kathy's not sure who she's going to put up against Lolly. either Sandra (as a pawn) or Nicki in hopes of backdooring Debra. Which should be very [/u] interesting to see if Barack is aligned or not.

i may just bring up that issue to him.


also.....Adam switched sides? which makes me really question his alliance. the only thing he could tell me was that he wanted to try and control that side of the house and get Debra gone and then she got randomly switched to our side...which i still think is shady and i dont trust him all that much....but im going with it for now.

im pretty much secured til top 10 so that's all that matters to me at the moment.

i apologize ive been slacking with these lately.


xoxo[/size][/color]
sean/jake.

[Sean Hayes]

NOMINATIONS POSTED [/color][/size]


im not too shocked.

i knew what Kathy was doing and i am fully in plan for her backdoor of Debra if possible. tho i think it might shock everyone else because i dont think they even have that in their radar, i think they think that Kathy is just trying to be nice and i hope she gets the chance to drop the bomb and make a power move..


as someone else i know said "If the blood isnt on my hands.." #DaniLove


and Mingin's nominations : hmm....


i know at this point that because i have an "alliance" with Adam, if he doesnt win PoV, he's gonna expect me to take him off.


and im also close with Sausage since season 2, we've kept in touch and everything else.

SO....that means im in a rock and a hard place on whether or not to use the DPoV or not.

what it bottles down to is that i think my move has to be beneficial for me and the person receiving the chance off the block (thanks Barack ) and at this point, removing either one of them exposes dirt or laundry that the rest of the house is gonna pick up on and then im the one left with a target on me.

beneficial for me? NO. [/size]


at this point, i kind of think Adam stuck himself in the situation on his own because he decided to switch factions and it failed for him. (those are the risks you take i guess?) and so im not gonna take him off. Tho i would love to see myself remove Sausage, i just dont think that's beneficial for me either.

im gonna wait and see what happens after veto.


xoxo, [/size][/color]
sean

[Sean Hayes]

quick speed up:

Levine and Deb win VETO, Levine takes himself off the block, Chris goes up and then I used my DPoV to put Christina on the block.


surprise, she's not too happy, and already realizes her demise. (as she should).


i feel pretty guilty that i lied to Mingin and said i wasnt going to use the veto, and then i did. which isnt fair to him and steals his thunder as HoH, and i remember it happened to me in season 2.


so i sent him this message:


Hey,

I wanted to give you a bit more of an explination.

I know originally I said that I wasnt going to use the DPoV because it wouldnt benefit me in the long run. And really, at that time I guess I hadnt put much thought into it. I really felt bad that Sausage was on the block and I wasnt sure he was originally nominated, im assuming as a pawn against Adam.

well, when Adam won veto and took himself off, then someone else had to go up against Sausage. Knowing that Chris has some following, but so does Sausage, at that point I knew there could have been a larger chance that Sausage was going home so I felt it only necessary to put up someone against Chris (because id also like to see him stay) who had a better chance of leaving.

Im not sure how close you and Christina are, and Im not sure you observed much of last season, and I know it's not fair to someone of this game to judge them on a prior game, but obviously we do because how do we know how competitive people are? by their previous winnings.

so, as an observer last season, I couldnt stand her, and she's fairing out to be just the same here this game.

So i figured it best in my interest to try and get rid of her. I apologize if you two are close and that I nominated a potential friend. I remember playing season 2 and my thunder as HoH was quickly taken from me when someone did the same thing to me.


and i greatly apologize for going back on my word and doing what i said i wouldnt be doing. I hope you understand and forgive me for making a game move. I would understand if you're angry.


keep in touch..please.



^^ ugh. so we'll see what he replies. I hope i didnt burn any bridges by doing this,

and that i can see Christina go out the door.

im sincerely crossing my fingers


xoxo,[/color][/size]
sean.