Episode Two~

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Sausage}

Sausage Wacker (12:32:40 AM): Whats up?
AsianxChick90210 (12:33:02 AM): Hey!
AsianxChick90210 (12:33:07 AM): Oh was just doing the Veto Competition lol
AsianxChick90210 (12:33:12 AM): Sorry you got nominated
AsianxChick90210 (12:33:22 AM): It's like honestly attack on Season 2 thus far lol
AsianxChick90210 (12:33:26 AM): Were not doing well avoiding the block
Sausage Wacker (12:33:36 AM): I figured Mingin would nominate me
AsianxChick90210 (12:33:42 AM): Really?
AsianxChick90210 (12:33:50 AM): I was surprised by both his nominations
Sausage Wacker (12:34:36 AM): When I was talking with him he didn't want to take any sort of deals
AsianxChick90210 (12:34:57 AM): Hmm
Sausage Wacker (12:34:59 AM): So I figure hes in with a lot of people now
AsianxChick90210 (12:35:02 AM): Yeah I don't get his choices
Sausage Wacker (12:35:29 AM): I just hope I can do well on the veto
Sausage Wacker (12:35:35 AM): Ivr got a few so far
AsianxChick90210 (12:35:37 AM): I don't think I'll win it
Sausage Wacker (12:36:05 AM): Not good with celeb faces ?
AsianxChick90210 (12:36:23 AM): Nope lol
AsianxChick90210 (12:36:40 AM): You could always try to get Sean or Eve to save you with the DPOV
AsianxChick90210 (12:36:48 AM): I guess I feel like both of them are going to use it
AsianxChick90210 (12:36:51 AM): Why wouldn't they?
Sausage Wacker (12:37:39 AM): Well sean.has told me that he won't be using it
Sausage Wacker (12:37:42 AM): I havent heard anything from eve
AsianxChick90210 (12:38:00 AM): Hmm
Sausage Wacker (12:38:49 AM): So it does make me a little worried
Sausage Wacker (12:38:50 AM): Especially if adam wins veto
AsianxChick90210 (12:39:09 AM): This week is even more unpredictable then the first
AsianxChick90210 (12:39:15 AM): Someone wins the Veto and can use it
AsianxChick90210 (12:39:18 AM): We have two DPOV
Sausage Wacker (12:39:20 AM): Yea
Sausage Wacker (12:39:28 AM): Makes it very weird
AsianxChick90210 (12:39:44 AM): Yeah could be a lot of different people on the block
Sausage Wacker (12:39:49 AM): I do want Mingin to have to nominate someone elae
Sausage Wacker (12:39:51 AM): Else
Sausage Wacker (12:40:26 AM): I really dont think I deserve to be on the block
AsianxChick90210 (12:40:50 AM): I think he shold have nominated someone else
Sausage Wacker (12:41:55 AM): What was on your mind last night ? It seemed urgent lol
AsianxChick90210 (12:43:18 AM): Yeah its not so urgent anymore
AsianxChick90210 (12:43:22 AM): I got somethings cleared up from the person lol
AsianxChick90210 (12:43:34 AM): I just guess overall I wanted to talk to someone since I feel so lost
AsianxChick90210 (12:43:40 AM): I feel like I'm in the game, but not really part of it?
AsianxChick90210 (12:43:42 AM): Not sure if that makes sense
Sausage Wacker (12:43:45 AM): Oh? Well ok then lol
AsianxChick90210 (12:44:19 AM): I mean I doubt you would ever tell Adam this, but you have my vote to stay against Adam
Sausage Wacker (12:45:49 AM): I definiyely understand
Sausage Wacker (12:45:49 AM): I feel like alliances are drawn
Sausage Wacker (12:45:49 AM): Well thank.you I appreciate that. And it makes sense
Sausage Wacker (12:45:49 AM): Hes a previous winner
AsianxChick90210 (12:46:52 AM): Not even that
AsianxChick90210 (12:47:01 AM): I'm not even factoring that at all into my decision
AsianxChick90210 (12:47:08 AM): I just feel like when you say something you mean it
AsianxChick90210 (12:47:22 AM): I would rather have someone around that I could trust all the time, then always queston what their intentions truly were
Sausage Wacker (12:48:03 AM): Well I am a loyal person. Y ou can read season 2 and 3 to see that.
AsianxChick90210 (12:48:48 AM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (12:48:49 AM): I know
Sausage Wacker (12:49:16 AM): Adam definitely plays this game differently
AsianxChick90210 (12:52:49 AM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (12:53:06 AM): I mean no idea who Mingin would put up if one of you came off
Sausage Wacker (12:53:29 AM): I feel like he would put up chris
AsianxChick90210 (12:53:44 AM): Do you think your chances would be okay against Chris?
Sausage Wacker (12:53:57 AM): Mingin is the kind of guy who isnt appreciative
Sausage Wacker (12:54:08 AM): Well I think that vote would be close too
Sausage Wacker (12:54:20 AM): Not sure if id have the votes
Sausage Wacker (12:56:30 AM): Chris is pretty well liked
Sausage Wacker (12:56:39 AM): And he just got all the sweets 3 more chances
AsianxChick90210 (12:56:53 AM): Yeah I saw tha
Sausage Wacker (1:00:24 AM): Hes definitely a good competitor
Sausage Wacker (1:00:32 AM): N
Sausage Wacker (1:00:44 AM): But all.starz is full.of good competitors
AsianxChick90210 (1:00:54 AM): Very true
AsianxChick90210 (1:01:00 AM): Its goign to be hard to win any competition
AsianxChick90210 (1:01:06 AM): I was upset I didn't win the last Veto
AsianxChick90210 (1:01:14 AM): I thought I would do well in it and placed 3rd
Sausage Wacker (1:02:59 AM): It was tough
AsianxChick90210 (1:03:17 AM): I think it was cute
AsianxChick90210 (1:03:20 AM): Innovative too
Sausage Wacker (1:09:12 AM): Im gonna need to get sleepy soon lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:09:45 AM): Same
AsianxChick90210 (1:09:48 AM): I'm so tired

[Sandra Bullock]

This is exactly why I voted for Adam to win Big Brother Starz 2. He has this crazy ability to make you trust him even when you don't. lol. I don't see why Adam would be lying about Barack, Kathy, James, Sean, and him being in an alliance. I mean it makes complete sense when you think about it. I'm lucky enough to have made my targets clear to all of them which are Lolly and Nicki. Those are two people on the outside of their group. They know I'm not after them even though they now think I don't know about them. So they control this faction and I'm going to get nominated soon if I don't start winning some competitions.

Sausage on the other hand is someone I want to keep close. I don't feel like he's in with a core alliance, but I still don't trust him fully. I want him to believe I do.

These two guys are people that I can gather information from and use to my advantage. So for right now I don't mind having them around. Plus Season 2 has dominated the block. lol. Were sitting in those chairs more then anyone else. Sean and I are the only two from Season 2 not to be nominated at this point and the week isn't even over yet.

[Sandra Bullock]

Walking outside for the Veto Competition I knew that I needed to win it. This is the only way to secure my safety this week and losing means being in a prime spot to be put on the block.We each were welcomed with 9 different pictures mixed up together of different celebrities. The rules were simple! Guess the eyes, nose, and mouth of all 9 pictures. The person who guesses the most correct facial features will win the Power of Veto.

I may be A list, but I'm not very good with celebrities. lol. So I wasn't feeling very confident, but I was going to try my best.

In the end Adam and Debra won. I wasn't terribly upset with Adam winning. Adam is good in challenges and the information he gave me this week allows me to watch what I say to certain people. I'm happy to see Debra won because I know Kathy's plan was to backdoor Debra this week. Now Debra is safe and that can't happen! So I'm really glad she won it and I'm not put in a spot where people want me to vote her off.

I think Adam will save himself with the Veto and Debra will keep nominations the same. So now it all comes down to what Eve and Sean decide to do! Hopefully neither of them save Lolly and Nicki so that the nominations stay the same and I won't be on the block.

[Sandra Bullock]

Sitting down on the Veto Ceremony I knew that Adam would probably save himself with the Veto. I was hoping that Debra just wouldn't use the Veto because that would put me in a spot to be the replacement nominee.

Luckily she didn't use it and to no surprise Adam did. Now it just came down to who Mingin was going to put up on the block and I was hoping he was going to follow my advice!

Mingin of course threw a curve ball and put Chris on the block. I'm obviously not happy about this because Chris is a good friend and someone I trust quite a bit. I've been trying to work with Sausage all week and now one of them are going to leave. Mingin is just not playing this game smart in my opinion. He let Orlando off the line and didn't show any real solid decision making from the start. He is kinda a loose cannon.

These nominations of course are not set in stone. The Diamond Power of Veto's could still be used and change the nominations completely. I'm really hoping that neither Lolly or Nicki are saved and the Sassy nominations remain the same!

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Barack}

BloBamaMyMama (9:28:26 PM): Hiya Sandra!
AsianxChick90210 (9:28:54 PM): Hey!
AsianxChick90210 (9:29:47 PM): How are you?
BloBamaMyMama (9:30:34 PM): im doin okay. I got home a few minutes and im kinda ready for bed already lol =-O
BloBamaMyMama (9:30:36 PM): how bout you?
AsianxChick90210 (9:31:05 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (9:31:19 PM): I'm doing alright. Just taking everything in since all the crazy twists are out
BloBamaMyMama (9:32:08 PM): ikr! lol I got online and was like =-O how did this just happen?
AsianxChick90210 (9:32:15 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (9:32:26 PM): Not over yet either
AsianxChick90210 (9:32:29 PM): Eve could use it
BloBamaMyMama (9:32:36 PM): haha I hope she's joking
AsianxChick90210 (9:32:46 PM): I wish she would just say she wasn't using it so I could vote lol
AsianxChick90210 (9:32:57 PM): Its going to be weird writing everything up and then possibly have it change
BloBamaMyMama (9:34:20 PM): yeah it would. I hope she doesnt use it though and risk one of us going up
AsianxChick90210 (9:34:39 PM): She just posted her decision
BloBamaMyMama (9:35:34 PM): lol good
AsianxChick90210 (9:35:44 PM): Yes thank god lol
AsianxChick90210 (9:35:48 PM): So now I can vote Lolly out lol
BloBamaMyMama (9:36:50 PM): lol if she gets voted out, that will give her at least 35 chances to come back
BloBamaMyMama (9:37:42 PM): idk. I havent seen Nicki online in days either
AsianxChick90210 (9:38:27 PM): I really don't think we should fear that
AsianxChick90210 (9:38:38 PM): If you do the math she really doesn't have a significant portion of the chances
AsianxChick90210 (9:39:40 PM): 38 chances, out of 103 right now
AsianxChick90210 (9:39:47 PM): We have one more round of chances to be won
AsianxChick90210 (9:40:16 PM): She'll probably end up with 30% chance of coming basck
BloBamaMyMama (9:40:32 PM): yeah and that would be the highest percentage of anyone wouldnt it?
AsianxChick90210 (9:40:44 PM): Yeah, but only one chance is selected
AsianxChick90210 (9:40:50 PM): I may be one of the few who believes someone is getting a DPOV
AsianxChick90210 (9:40:56 PM): It could be someone who has 3 chances
AsianxChick90210 (9:41:05 PM): Were all going to assume its someone with a lot of chances
BloBamaMyMama (9:41:32 PM): lol true. Its a lottery and anyone could win
AsianxChick90210 (9:41:37 PM): Exactly
BloBamaMyMama (9:41:47 PM): but you dont think that the more chances you have, the better your odds are?
AsianxChick90210 (9:41:58 PM): Oh of course, but I'm not playing my game on chances
BloBamaMyMama (9:42:08 PM): neither am I. I have none haha
AsianxChick90210 (9:42:12 PM): I'm not playing for something I have no control over
AsianxChick90210 (9:42:24 PM): I'm playing for what I do have control of and what is going on right now
AsianxChick90210 (9:42:32 PM): I think it would be a mistake to play the game for something that might happen
AsianxChick90210 (9:42:44 PM): It's not guaranteed someone will even come back into the game
BloBamaMyMama (9:43:22 PM): No I totally agree with that. So we should get rid of Lolly now and leave Nicki in the game who wont do anything?
AsianxChick90210 (9:43:38 PM): Isn't that what majority of the house did last time?
AsianxChick90210 (9:43:40 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (9:43:54 PM): I mean I've been on record as one of the people who voted out Nicki
AsianxChick90210 (9:44:01 PM): 10 people decided that wasn't the move they wanted to make
BloBamaMyMama (9:44:06 PM): I thought it was because people didnt like Lindsay
AsianxChick90210 (9:44:09 PM): So that argument doesn't really hold water with me
BloBamaMyMama (9:44:18 PM): idk how many people like Lolly in comparison to Nicki
AsianxChick90210 (9:44:34 PM): Nor do I
AsianxChick90210 (9:44:47 PM): I just know I'm voting Lolly and I have no problem being public about it
BloBamaMyMama (9:45:48 PM): Oh I know and I respect that. I'd like to talk to both noms first before I make a decision. If Nicki wants to play, I have no problems keeping her.
AsianxChick90210 (9:46:17 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (9:46:28 PM): Well the only reason I'm kinda surprised is because you said before you would vote for her
AsianxChick90210 (9:46:31 PM): So not sure what changed
BloBamaMyMama (9:47:18 PM): for Lolly?
BloBamaMyMama (9:47:38 PM): or for nicki?
AsianxChick90210 (9:48:06 PM): Lolly
BloBamaMyMama (9:49:32 PM): Oh I would. I know I wont be in Lolly's plans at all so it would make sense for me to. It would also make sense for me to vote Nicki out since I put her up last week.
BloBamaMyMama (9:49:55 PM): But I also want to know how other people feel because I could vote either way and be fine about it
BloBamaMyMama (9:51:12 PM): if two people i know wont have my back. which one do I choose you know? plus, and this is just me assuming but Lolly can easily have better connections than Nicki because she is barely on aim at all
AsianxChick90210 (9:57:04 PM): Right
BloBamaMyMama (9:57:54 PM): is that not fair of me?
BloBamaMyMama (9:58:19 PM): I will vote Lolly with you but I would like to know the votes are there too.
AsianxChick90210 (10:00:51 PM): Oh I'm not telling you how to vote
AsianxChick90210 (10:01:04 PM): I think everyone should be able to vote how they want and I think everyone here is able to think for themselves and stand up for themselves
AsianxChick90210 (10:01:13 PM): I was just asking why if anything changed from the last time we spoke
AsianxChick90210 (10:01:24 PM): I'm personally not one who is about voting with the majority
AsianxChick90210 (10:01:37 PM): I would rather leave this game by knowing I voted for the person I truly felt should leave in order for me to advance further
BloBamaMyMama (10:03:17 PM): Oh nothing has. I just like to weigh out the pros and cons. I like to think outloud too so forgive me if I confused you. I didnt mean to. You were expressing your thoughts with me so I was doing the same back. I vote how I want too but Im also not hasty about it either.
AsianxChick90210 (10:04:22 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (10:04:27 PM): Makes sense
AsianxChick90210 (10:04:34 PM): I know you have good judgement
AsianxChick90210 (10:04:44 PM): Except on the economy ;-)
AsianxChick90210 (10:04:45 PM): lol
BloBamaMyMama (10:06:01 PM): lmao Im not good with numbers :-(
AsianxChick90210 (10:11:36 PM): lol

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Sausage}

AsianxChick90210 (9:01:14 PM): Yay!
Sausage Wacker (9:01:39 PM): omg
AsianxChick90210 (9:02:01 PM): lol
Sausage Wacker (9:02:22 PM): I am SHOCKED
AsianxChick90210 (9:03:10 PM): <3 it
Sausage Wacker (9:06:18 PM): I really can not believe it
Sausage Wacker (9:06:23 PM): How was your day ?
AsianxChick90210 (9:07:46 PM): It went well. How about you?
Sausage Wacker (9:07:55 PM): well
Sausage Wacker (9:08:02 PM): much better now
Sausage Wacker (9:08:04 PM):
Sausage Wacker (9:09:26 PM): definitely cheered me up after watching BB tonight
AsianxChick90210 (9:11:54 PM): I haven't watched yet
AsianxChick90210 (9:11:58 PM): So no spoilers please :-)
Sausage Wacker (9:12:01 PM): sorry!
Sausage Wacker (9:12:06 PM): no spoilers here
AsianxChick90210 (9:12:09 PM): I don't know who you like so its fine lol
Sausage Wacker (9:12:34 PM): lol good
Sausage Wacker (9:19:01 PM): classes start back up for me tomorrow
Sausage Wacker (9:19:04 PM): not excited
AsianxChick90210 (9:19:49 PM): boo to that
Sausage Wacker (9:22:49 PM): thankfully its my long day -_-
AsianxChick90210 (9:26:13 PM): eek
Sausage Wacker (pw2fast) is available 10:10 pm
AsianxChick90210 (10:29:08 PM): Do you know how you're voting?
Sausage Wacker (10:29:21 PM): I'm voting Christina out
Sausage Wacker (10:29:34 PM): she doesnt have many chances
Sausage Wacker (10:29:47 PM): and I'd rather an evicted person not come back
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:37 PM): Same
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:43 PM): How about Nicki vs. Lolly?
Sausage Wacker (10:30:48 PM): that one I'm not sure
Sausage Wacker (10:30:52 PM): I feel like Nicki has been MIa
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:54 PM): I'm voting Lolly
Sausage Wacker (10:30:59 PM): Lolly out ?
AsianxChick90210 (10:31:01 PM): Even though I voted Nicki last time
AsianxChick90210 (10:31:02 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (10:31:03 PM): Yes
Sausage Wacker (10:31:04 PM): lol
Sausage Wacker (10:31:10 PM): I'm gonna have to think about that one
Sausage Wacker (10:31:15 PM): Lolly is nice
Sausage Wacker (10:31:18 PM): and fairly active
Sausage Wacker (10:32:17 PM): can I ask why you are keeping Nicki?
AsianxChick90210 (10:33:36 PM): I'm voting against Lolly
AsianxChick90210 (10:33:39 PM): Not to keep Nicki
Sausage Wacker (10:33:50 PM): oh ok
Sausage Wacker (10:33:56 PM): is something going on?
Sausage Wacker (10:33:57 PM): lol
Sausage Wacker (10:33:59 PM): did I miss something
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:16 PM): She gave me a -7 pts in the HoH competition
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:20 PM): When we never even spoke to one another
Sausage Wacker (10:34:33 PM): oh wow
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:34 PM): Then tried to justify it to me in conversation when we finally did speak to each other
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:41 PM): I also consider her much more of a threat than Nicki
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:42 PM): I don't trust her
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:53 PM): I don't think Nick would necessarily come after me if she stayed
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:59 PM): I don't think she would come after anyone in Season 2
AsianxChick90210 (10:35:08 PM): Which we seem to be taking up all the seeats on the block so far lol
Sausage Wacker (10:35:08 PM): I just wish Nicki would check in more
Sausage Wacker (10:35:11 PM): but I see what you are saying
AsianxChick90210 (10:35:42 PM): Who knows where Lolly stands
Sausage Wacker (10:36:11 PM): very true
Sausage Wacker (10:36:19 PM): Lolly also isnt online very often either
AsianxChick90210 (10:36:23 PM): Nope
Sausage Wacker (10:37:14 PM): I should be online in a few hours again
AsianxChick90210 (10:37:17 PM): kk
Sausage Wacker (10:37:22 PM): Ill let you know what I decide with that vote though
AsianxChick90210 (10:37:26 PM): Congrats on getting off the block
Sausage Wacker (10:37:29 PM): thank you!
AsianxChick90210 (10:37:30 PM): Sounds good
Sausage Wacker (10:37:32 PM): I was so shocked
Sausage Wacker (10:37:34 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (10:37:41 PM): lol
Sausage Wacker (10:37:47 PM): All week he kept saying he wasnt gonna use it on anyone
AsianxChick90210 (10:38:07 PM): Yeah Adam told me he said he wasn't going to use it on him either
Sausage Wacker (10:39:12 PM): thanks again! I'll let you know
Sausage Wacker (10:39:13 PM): bbl

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Christina}

RainmoonDance (11:42:12 PM): Well, I called it
AsianxChick90210 (11:42:40 PM): Yeah
AsianxChick90210 (11:42:43 PM): One of us went up
RainmoonDance (11:42:49 PM): Do I have your vote?
AsianxChick90210 (11:43:09 PM): Yeah
RainmoonDance (11:43:14 PM): thank you
AsianxChick90210 (11:43:20 PM): I mean what do you think your chances of staying are right now?
RainmoonDance (11:43:25 PM): I need 7, it's gonna be a stretch, but it's doable
RainmoonDance (11:43:32 PM): I'd give it 30%, depends on if I can get the ladies or not
RainmoonDance (11:43:35 PM): Kathy isn't keeping me, she just said
RainmoonDance (11:45:56 PM): But if I had your vote the odds go up
AsianxChick90210 (11:46:33 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (11:46:43 PM): Not sure exaxtly how its going to pan out
AsianxChick90210 (11:46:47 PM): Sean is going to vote for you
RainmoonDance (11:46:50 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (11:46:55 PM): Adam is going to vote for you
RainmoonDance (11:46:58 PM): BTW My real name is Peter if I get evicted
RainmoonDance (11:47:01 PM): I want to stay in contact
AsianxChick90210 (11:47:10 PM): Okay Peter :-)
AsianxChick90210 (11:47:14 PM): My real name is Monique
RainmoonDance (11:47:23 PM): Nice to meet you <3, officially, hopefully I stay
AsianxChick90210 (11:47:41 PM): Sean, Adam, Kathy are votes for you
RainmoonDance (11:47:50 PM): Barack too I think. That leaves everyone else
AsianxChick90210 (11:47:55 PM): 4 votes
RainmoonDance (11:48:06 PM): Sausage too I think but idk
AsianxChick90210 (11:48:08 PM): 12 votes total right?
RainmoonDance (11:48:12 PM): 13
AsianxChick90210 (11:48:15 PM): 5 votes
RainmoonDance (11:48:19 PM): So I could have up to 6 against me
RainmoonDance (11:48:22 PM): basically needing the other 7
AsianxChick90210 (11:49:05 PM): 13 votes?
RainmoonDance (11:49:10 PM): yeah
AsianxChick90210 (11:49:12 PM): HoH votes?
RainmoonDance (11:49:18 PM): yeah in the other faction
AsianxChick90210 (11:49:25 PM): So do nominees?
RainmoonDance (11:49:27 PM): yes
AsianxChick90210 (11:52:10 PM): Adam, Sausage, Barack, Kathy, Sean = Christina
AsianxChick90210 (11:52:27 PM): So if two more vote for you then you leave
RainmoonDance (11:53:35 PM): right
RainmoonDance (11:53:48 PM): it's gonna come down to the women
RainmoonDance (11:53:59 PM): Let's stay in touch after this game, I really enjoyed getting to know you this week
AsianxChick90210 (11:54:12 PM): So Eve, Holly Marie, Lolly, Debra, Nicki, and Myself
RainmoonDance (11:54:18 PM): I'm sorry i'm such a pathetic individual who gets hurt by speeches that people like Sean make.
AsianxChick90210 (11:54:20 PM): What about Orlando?
RainmoonDance (11:54:26 PM): I think I could get him
RainmoonDance (11:57:20 PM): What do I do to people, Sandra? Seriously
RainmoonDance (11:57:34 PM): What do I do that's SO bad that gets everyone to treat me like Sean does?
AsianxChick90210 (11:57:59 PM): I have no idea
AsianxChick90210 (11:58:04 PM): Sean was the one who got me evicted in my season lol
RainmoonDance (11:58:45 PM): Thanks for keeping me in advance
RainmoonDance (12:03:36 AM): I really appreciate it
RainmoonDance (12:03:37 AM): ":
AsianxChick90210 (12:03:52 AM): I just don't know if you have the votes
AsianxChick90210 (12:04:01 AM): I'm concerned about that since I voted in the minority with nicki
RainmoonDance (12:05:16 AM): You'll keep me for sure though right?
RainmoonDance (12:05:27 AM): If you don't keep me I have no chance
AsianxChick90210 (12:05:28 AM): O dpm
RainmoonDance (12:05:34 AM): O dpm?
AsianxChick90210 (12:05:36 AM): *I don't know if you even have one vote at this point
AsianxChick90210 (12:05:39 AM): Sorry it messed up lol
AsianxChick90210 (12:05:43 AM): I was typing it went crazy
RainmoonDance (12:05:47 AM): Oh haha
RainmoonDance (12:05:53 AM): well I hope you keep me, I don't want to go in a rout
RainmoonDance (12:08:41 AM): You win some, you lose, some, I suppose, but no matter how this is spun it blows
AsianxChick90210 (12:09:16 AM): Its hard to get around what I think is a large alliance
RainmoonDance (12:10:17 AM): yeah, but it's doable, I guess we'll see
RainmoonDance (12:10:23 AM): Please kick ass for me if I do leave
AsianxChick90210 (12:12:11 AM): Will do
AsianxChick90210 (12:12:18 AM): I mean will try
AsianxChick90210 (12:12:18 AM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (12:12:21 AM): I dunno if I will
RainmoonDance (12:12:28 AM): you're an awesome person
RainmoonDance (12:12:31 AM): so you will
AsianxChick90210 (12:13:27 AM): I have a feeling I'll be on the block next week if I don't win HoH

[Sandra Bullock]

I really don't want Lolly to stay and I see how the votes are all shifting toward Nicki at this point. For people to say that they don't think that Nicki deserves to stay over Lolly or Nicki is inactive holds zero water with me. 10 people decided last week to keep Nicki in the game so for them to go back on that and make up these excuses all of a sudden is laughable. I hate when people try to justify things for themselves only a week later. I'm going to be upset if Lolly stays because it's obvious she is doing everything an anything to get under my skin. She has some snippy response to me all the time. I don't think she's sweet at all and should have been on the sassy side from the start. Lolly needs to go and if she stays I'm going to be disappointed.

The Chris and Christina vote seems pretty straight forward. Everyone is going to do what Adam wants which is to vote Christina out. I'm not happy that Christina is leaving, but I also wouldn't be happy with Chris leaving as well. So that situation is like the Adam vs. Mingin situation last week. It's a lose lose.

I'm fully aware that my position in this game is like skating on thin ice. I need to win something or else I'm going up on the block soon. There is just too much of a strong physical presence of an alliance that is dominating right now. It's going to be hard to be that person to make the first strike against it, but I have to do that if I want to come far. I don't want to be carried through this game. I want to fight through this game to get to the end and know I did it on my own two feet.