Pre Game Crazy Train

[Lindsay Lohan]

Pre Game Crazy Train

First I would like to say how excited I am about making it into the BB: Starz 4: All Stars household! Second, I am gonna say that sadly I am going to try and push back the crazy this season. I think that was a big downfall of my game last time. I am still going to have the insane drive and passion I had for BBStarz 2. I will also be trying my best to be more guarded/secretive, but I know starting out that I will fail and probably already have. Last season that I played I cut ties with people because they thought that I could be a liability.

My main goal for this game is not to win(that would be a plus), because I know my chances are slim being the target I always seem to be(not being in the BBrecycled alliance seems to not help either...) is to improve by working on my weaknesses. I want to stay loyal to an intial 1 or 2 people and have a good connection with the rest. A big alliance would be nice, but could also make me to "visible". I think that If I let Adam, Holly, Barack, Debrah, Orlando and Christina be themselve, I could have less of a target on my back.

I do not plan to throw any competitions and would love to win the first Hoh, I know it makes my target bigger, but guaranteed safety is guaranteed safety. I think among the competitors, I have the most to prove after what happened to me last time and I think I am one of the stronger contenders. Yeah, that's right I am that narcissistic(Well not really, I know that's probably not true).

Ultimately, the title in and of itself is ironic, because crazy Lindsay is now the new and improved "Lindsay Bot 2.0". Again, didn't really think that through, the point being less outward emotion.

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What I have done/Has happened so far, a week before the game even starts.

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Already 5 Major things have happened(Some more or less).

1. Lolly Messaged me saying that she really respected my gameplay in my season and was rooting for me. She said she was hoping to get to know me this season and maybe even work together. My Initial thoughts were that she sent a message like that to everyone and called her out on it in a joking but nice manner. She said that was the only message she sent and the way she messaged me both times did seem really sincere and nice. Reminds me of a female Mingin from my season. Anyway, we have exchanged a few messages and it seems as if we have a good bond that could form an alliance. Of everyone, I actually really want to work with her because it's unexpected and I think we mesh well. Conversation flows well. In one of our messages we discussed the Starz from our seasons and their strengths and weaknesses, it helped me a ton and it made a stronger trust/bond.

2. I messaged Mingin, saying that I was glad to see him and what not. Saying I would love to be good friends with him during the course of the game and how thankful I was for him last season, I even credited him for making me get as far as I did. He said "I can't wait for us to win all those comps" or something like that, the key word being us. He will be very useful, but it's too predictable and I would like to distance myself from him without him knowing somehow.

3. Nicki Messaged me on AIM and said how she was glad I was playing and that the only person in the cast she likes is me. We talked for about 90 minutes or so it seemed (Talking to her can be really fun or really annoying, the latter being true in this case). We got to talking and she spilled a lot of good information about people that I had no clue about. She was talking about BB recycled alliances and how Debrah is extremely fake in all games and manipulative. She said how she can't stand Adam anymore and that they used to be friends. We talked about targets and people we liked. She said she liked Sean and Me, after saying I was the only one she liked... But I didn't say anything. Anyway, long story short the idea of a F2 got tossed around and seems to be a real thing by the way Nicki was letting info free flow like she did. I would much rather have a F2 with Lolly, but Nicki is really good and keeping info in to most people and I think I may be able to have it BOTH ways LATER on. If I do too much aligning early on though, it WILL be the death of me.

4. I messaged Debra and told her how much I respected her game play and was a fan of her from her season. I feel that it's best to be on her good side and start communication early because she is a HUGE competitor. Scary thing is though, she hasn't message me back yet. Even after what Nicki told me, I think I want to be close to her in some form.

5. I have been Karma boosting/reducing people just to create a bit of early drama that can't be traced back to me easily. I tried to do it in ways that would make some people look like they were attacking others to keep heat off of me. I don't know if it will or has done anything, but it was still something major for a game that hasn't even started yet.

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Thoughts on cast members, good and bad.

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(Threat level: 1-2 Non Existent, 3-5 Minimal, 6-7 Some, 8-9 Threat, 10 Scared Shitless) Threat level is about overall skill/social ability/challenge prowess, etc. Not including relationship with as it's Big Brother)

Adam Baldwin: I know very little about him, I know that he did good in his season and that's it. Threat Level: 7


Adam Levine: I want to be on his good side and in constant communication this game. I really want him to trust me this time and for his target to be on S1/3 players and on Sandra if he is still holding a grudge. He is my equal in competitions and has really good social game. Threat Level: 9


Alyssa Milano: I was told that she is extremely guarded, which is never good. Seems to be good at competitions when she wants to be. Candidate to go far but not win. Threat Level: 6


Lolly Basher: From what I extracted, she has very good social gameplay and can read people very well. She seems to be liked by many and can get by easily. Also good at challenges when she wants to be. Threat Level: 8


Barack Obama: I believe from being a viewer in S1, he was not a member of the BB recycled alliance and had issues early on. I feel like he will be close with his S1 people, and will have an easy time with S3 people as he was housecalls. He knows a lot about them by reading their diaries. He seems to be very strong all around. Threat Level: 9


Christina Aguilera: Not very good at competitions and everyone kind of dislikes her. I FUCKING HATE THIS CUNT. I am the original fighter, did you not see my sig? You were nominated like only HALF the time of the game, what an easy ride... Anyway. She can be dragged far, but I don't expect a threat from her. I'll be nice, but she will see the S3 viewers lounge XD. Threat Level: 2


Debra Messing: Debra is scary as hell. She is a competition beast. I have no CLUE who she is or her history. I am getting mixed messages from everyone about her. She seems very strategic and smart. Threat Level: 10


Eve Torres: The 5th place finisher of season 1. Seems to play a very good social game, that's all I have extracted thus far. Threat Level: 4


Holly Marie Combs: She just seems to be the type of personality that is abrasive and hard to get to know. Seems like a S1 version of Debra in almost all aspects. I must get to know her and quick. Threat Level: 10


James Franco: Horrible Placing, seems to have no prospects, could be a follower that barely makes jury if he's lucky. Waste of Space, should probably duke it out with Christina for the title. Threat Level: 2


Kathy Griffin: Consensus is that she is very well liked by everyone. Had a decent placing and that was one of her first(or her first?) game ever from what I gather. I think she is nice from when I talked to her as RuPaul. Could be a dark horse. Threat Level: 6


Mingin Girl Girl: My Best friend of S2. Very intelligent, strategic, but let's his emotions get the best of him at times. Had a bad placing and will lay low. Threat Level: 4


Nicki Minaj: Wins competitions that she doesn't need to win them, but can't win the ones she needs to save her life. Very good with secrets and intelligent(moreso than many give her credit). Comes from behind before you see her. Threat Level: 7


Orlando Bloom: I know very little about him as he is a part of the S1 scary clan. He seems to be all around great at the game. Threat Level: 8


Sausage Wacker: Good placing in season 3, seemed to get better as the game went on. Good at competitions when he needs to be it seems. However, something tells me he will be an early casualty. Threat Level: 5


Sandra Bullock: Smart and creative, but extremely guarded and abrasive. Will probably be an early boot. Threat Level: 3


Sean Hayes: I really hope he doesn't hold a grudge. I am pretty sure he throws comps and is good at winning those he needs/wants to win. Social to those he likes and can be very manipulative and smart. Threat Level: 9

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Longest Diary in the history of Diaries.

Penn, please share your thoughts. I didn't write all of that for nothing. A interesting comment for me means more for you just like this

[Lindsay Lohan]

One of the Messages from Lolly that helped me immensely.

Holly is a BIG threat. She is automatically going to be working with Orlando because they're friends, and together they're strong. She's a great social and competition player.

Barack is a good player, especially when it comes to competitions - mainly endurance - but the thing with him is he can play emotionally and makes a lot of enemies. Me and him aren't the best of friends but i'm not concerned about him because I know he will hate people and go after them OR play strategically, probably won't view people like us as the biggest threats to his personal gameplay.

Other people from Season One:
Kathy - Never was too close to her in my season, however I do know she is also (or was also) somewhat close with Holly Marie & Orlando. She's not the biggest threat but people tend to like her.

Orlando - Ugh, not a fan of his. He is very cocky and just overall not a fan of his gameplay.

Eve - Not a threat at all, so not concerned about her. It would probably help to get her on your side, though.

Now fill me in on the people from Season 2! xD

As far as who we need to be worried about, i'm a little more concerned about these season 3 people -___- Debra, Christina, Alyssa -- aka people that pre-align. They are who I think we need to watch out for the most, at least in the beginning of the game.

[Lindsay Lohan]

To complete my night I saw a pop up that read "50-70% off Lindsay Lohan. CLEARANCE SALE. Compare prices with top name brands"

Made me laugh.

[Penn Badgley]

First diary room entry of the season! Woo! ;D

It's very interesting to see your threat factor ranking scale. From the looks of it, the winners are some of the most threatening in your eyes. Do you think that's because they've already won, or had they finished 2nd or 3rd, would you still be just as afraid of them?

P.S. I <3 your enthusiasm for this game/series. It's very much appreciated.

[Lindsay Lohan]

Aug 9, 2011 8:46:44 GMT -5 Penn Badgley said:

From the looks of it, the winners are some of the most threatening in your eyes. Do you think that's because they've already won, or had they finished 2nd or 3rd, would you still be just as afraid of them?

The winner are more threatening for a few different reasons. 1 being that I don't know two of them. 2 being that they have very good social, strategic and competitive game. Them having to be winners was because of those skills, so naturally they should be some of the more threatening. If they finished with the top 5 or 6 I would be just as scared because it would mean they were eliminated for being a threat and they would have showed me the same attributes for being a threat. Not knowing Debra and Holly is extremely scary.

I'm not entirely sure I know where I am going with this reply to be honest, but to make it short, I would rank them the same if they did not win.

[Lindsay Lohan]

I just typed a fucking long ass diary and google chrome crashes when I try to post it. Ugh.

[Lindsay Lohan]

UGH I AM SO FUCKED, FUCK MY LIFE. RAGE BLOG.

After the rage is gone and what has happened since I first tried to type this, I shall try again.

So the twist is revealed which I totally fucking new would happen because of course you wanted to FUCK UP MY GAME and make it so I can't work with anyone I want to work with. The two different houses bullshit just seemed so predictable, and somehow I knew it was coming yet I am so unprepared. I tend to work with those who are nicer than I am, those who contrast to my personality because there can only be ONE BITCH in an alliance. Now the house is going to be split into to sides. BITCHES and WHORES. I can't work with Bitches, it doesn't go down well. I'm going to get raped in this faction. RAPED. RAPED. RAPED.[/b][/color]. I probably stand now chance in this game. All the people I wanted to work with will end up being in the whore house. Mingin, Lolly, Nicki, Kathy. All potential people I could see myself working with GONE. That leaves me Adam and Debra as the only two people in the Bitches faction that I can see myself working with.

On the matter of the bedrooms, I have two ideas to what the luxury items do. 1 idea is that it comes with a positive and or a negative effect such as a power or penulty. The other is that it pairs you with someone of the other faction for something. I am not sure exactly, but I want to pick an item that sounds safer. Diary sounds scary as well as the whip. I don't want to be screwed over by a luxury item.

Now people are screwing with my Karma, great XD.

Recently I have talked with Adam L and B, Debra, Kathy, Alyssa, and Christina. Some good some boring. The most interesting talk I had was with Debra. I gushed about how much I loved her gameplay and how I knew she was going to win(before it was revealed). She said she didn't know and that the game was so stressful and dramatic and that she didn't know if she wanted to play this All Star game or not because she knows she would be everyone's target and that she didn't want to deal with it. We talked about her season a lot and about this season and she talked about feeling better about playing the game after meeting me. Then we talked about different players in this game and our worries. We talked for a good 30-45 minutes. Eventually we talked about the first HoH competition and wondering what it would be and we thought we would both end up on the same faction(Neither said what we got or what side we thought we would end up on Penn, just that it seems we would be together). She went as far as to say I would be the LAST person that she would want to nominate. I would like to say that I LOVE debra and want to work with her. I'm actually about to talk to her again tonight if we are both on at the same time again.

Next I talked to Adam which was also really eventful and the only other person I see that I like being on the Sassy, otherwise known as the bitch team. Adam and I talked for a long ass time. He started off by saying he thought that it was messed up that Christina thought she was even in the same league as me and that I was the true fighter. Point for Adam for buttering me up. I told him that this game I don't want a floater to win and that I don't want to spend the whole game going after each other like last time. We talked about us both being strong competitors and actually liking each other. I told him he was deserving of the win he got even though I didn't vote for him and he understood. Eventually he told me that he loved my passion for this series and that he wanted to work with me and Sandra because it was so unexpected. First of all WHAT THE FUCK IS HE THINKING. Sandra is so abrasive and she will cause drama and the only drama that I like to be attached to me is my own drama. Sandra will carry a grudge against him, they both hated each other last time. Second, he told me that he really wants to work with me but only if I can SHUT MY MOUTH in simple terms. I actually do really want to work with him, but who the hell tells someone that? I have to be really careful around Adam.

With Christina, Kathy and Adam B and Alyssa it was mostly small talk/small game talk that was kind of boring. Some had some interesting things and others didn't. None of the conversations really furthered any of my strategy or gameplay so I am not going to discuss it this time because my fingers hurt from typing and I am not really in the mood to retype all of this as google chrome crashed last time and I don't want that to happen again.

I don't know what my plans are or what I am going to do but I do want to maintain solid communication and get something solid in the works with Debra and then a side thing with Adam and possibly Sandra as I have a feeling we will all be in the bitches house. I also want to pick a luxury item that has a positive sound to it, but also one that seems safe for whatever comes out of it. I want to try and win HoH but I know that winning Veto is much more important.

There, the shit version of what I originally typed that was literally twice as long...

[Lindsay Lohan]

FUCK ME THESE FACTIONS SUCK - EVERYONE I LIKE IS SWEET >.<

Atleast I can vote for both evictions.