{Conversation with Barack}BloBamaMyMama (6:10:49 PM): Hi Sandra!
BloBamaMyMama (6:10:54 PM): been a while since we talked :-)
AsianxChick90210 (6:11:41 PM): Hey
AsianxChick90210 (6:11:43 PM): I know!
AsianxChick90210 (6:11:44 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:12:08 PM): I thought it would be just good to avoid any sort of possible drama lol
BloBamaMyMama (6:12:17 PM): drama?
BloBamaMyMama (6:12:20 PM): what do you mean
BloBamaMyMama (6:12:36 PM): i thought we were good. why would there be drama with us talking?
AsianxChick90210 (6:12:36 PM): Well people seem to be on edge right now and I didn't want to engage in any conversations that might be heated
AsianxChick90210 (6:12:50 PM): So I kinda just decided that I would let people cool off if they were upset about anything
BloBamaMyMama (6:13:05 PM): Oh I havent been upset at all
AsianxChick90210 (6:13:07 PM): I think we both know were good in terms of a friendship and liking each other on a personal level
AsianxChick90210 (6:13:16 PM): I think in the game though that were not exactly on the same page right now
BloBamaMyMama (6:13:28 PM): I realize that
BloBamaMyMama (6:13:35 PM): and I figured it even more when I heard you hate me
AsianxChick90210 (6:13:39 PM): So that's what I was talking about
BloBamaMyMama (6:13:45 PM): so I was taken back by thta
BloBamaMyMama (6:13:47 PM): that*
AsianxChick90210 (6:13:53 PM): I don't think the words I hate Barack ever came out of my mouth lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:14:04 PM): I don't trust Barack was certainly said
AsianxChick90210 (6:14:13 PM): I think Barack has made several deals throughout the house was also said
AsianxChick90210 (6:14:17 PM): I never said I hate you though
BloBamaMyMama (6:15:17 PM): but the thing is, I was honest with you about all of that and the reason behind it. Although I can totally understand where you're coming from when you said those things, at the same time... I wish that would also garner at least some sort of respect and would continue our communication
BloBamaMyMama (6:15:27 PM): because if Im honest, then at the very least you'll see where Im coming from
BloBamaMyMama (6:15:38 PM): so when I heard that you "hated me" which did sound unrealistic
AsianxChick90210 (6:15:39 PM): I've never thought you weren't direct with me on certain things
BloBamaMyMama (6:15:42 PM): and all the other stuff
BloBamaMyMama (6:15:56 PM): I was actually more hurt by it since we've always been very nice to one another
AsianxChick90210 (6:16:09 PM): However, I've known for longer then you think I might have known that you have been linked to certain individuals in this game and at some point I would eventually not be very useful to you
AsianxChick90210 (6:16:15 PM): Which of course was this round that it came to a head
AsianxChick90210 (6:17:06 PM): So know that I have nothing against you personally
BloBamaMyMama (6:17:16 PM): so essentially, throwing me under the bus was justified in that sense?
AsianxChick90210 (6:17:17 PM): I have preached throughout this game how you were playing it the best of anyone remaining
AsianxChick90210 (6:17:24 PM): I never threw you under the bus
BloBamaMyMama (6:17:35 PM): thats how it was told to me
AsianxChick90210 (6:17:38 PM): For one we never had an alliance and any information I disclosed was public knowledge
BloBamaMyMama (6:17:57 PM): im not upset and ive been wanting to talk to you about it since i was approached with it
AsianxChick90210 (6:17:59 PM): I never revealed anything that wasn't already known to someone
BloBamaMyMama (6:18:20 PM): Okay I think I understand.
AsianxChick90210 (6:18:28 PM): If you want to blame me for your nomination then I think you would probably be wrong in making that claim
BloBamaMyMama (6:18:44 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:18:47 PM): I hinted to you right after Debra left about how you expected to move forward without it cming out
BloBamaMyMama (6:18:50 PM): i dont believe i ever blamed you for that
BloBamaMyMama (6:18:53 PM): nor would I ever
AsianxChick90210 (6:19:02 PM): Well you said I threw you under the bus
AsianxChick90210 (6:19:10 PM): That usually implies thinking someone sold you out and got there way in the end
BloBamaMyMama (6:19:14 PM): i never said it was to the hoh
BloBamaMyMama (6:19:15 PM): =-O
AsianxChick90210 (6:19:39 PM): I don't know who else we would be talking about because he's the one with the power this week
AsianxChick90210 (6:19:46 PM): So no idea who else I would have thrown you under the bus too
AsianxChick90210 (6:19:56 PM): You and I both had conversatons with Chris
AsianxChick90210 (6:20:05 PM): You apparently wanted Lindsay and I up
AsianxChick90210 (6:20:16 PM): So I needed to defend myself and thats what I did
AsianxChick90210 (6:20:20 PM): Strictly game
BloBamaMyMama (6:20:51 PM): No I said Lindsay and I felt you would veto her. Thats what I said. But regardless of that, its moot now. I am not upset about that
AsianxChick90210 (6:20:53 PM): If you want me to put it all on the table I will lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:21:04 PM): I mean I kinda have been wanting to say this for some time now
BloBamaMyMama (6:21:05 PM): you seem to be bothered by the conversation
BloBamaMyMama (6:21:08 PM): should i stop?
AsianxChick90210 (6:21:12 PM): No, I'm not at all
AsianxChick90210 (6:21:13 PM): lol
BloBamaMyMama (6:21:15 PM): because im seriously not bothered by it
AsianxChick90210 (6:21:22 PM): I have no problem discussing this
AsianxChick90210 (6:21:38 PM): I just would rather it be upfront instead of an attempt to act as though you have caught me doing something I havent done
AsianxChick90210 (6:21:58 PM): So I will say on Day maybe 3 of this game?
AsianxChick90210 (6:22:05 PM): I have known that you had an alliance with James and Kathy
BloBamaMyMama (6:22:08 PM): Oh Im not trying to act like that at all
AsianxChick90210 (6:22:13 PM): Adam sold you out way early
BloBamaMyMama (6:22:14 PM): I apologize if you think im coming off that way
BloBamaMyMama (6:22:19 PM): Oh I Know he did
AsianxChick90210 (6:22:27 PM): He was part of it too
BloBamaMyMama (6:22:32 PM): yeah
AsianxChick90210 (6:22:41 PM): I was surprised he would go to me with this information seeing as we weren't exactly buddies in Season 2l ol
BloBamaMyMama (6:22:54 PM): because he doesnt care about anyone
AsianxChick90210 (6:23:00 PM): I took it with a grain of salt at the time until it became more evident based on the moves that were being made that a power group existed and was in full control
BloBamaMyMama (6:23:00 PM): and he'll sell out whoever
BloBamaMyMama (6:23:10 PM): i mean if you're a trustworthy person, you dont sell out people willing to protect you
AsianxChick90210 (6:23:14 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (6:23:26 PM): I didn't vote out Adam either based on that piece of information
AsianxChick90210 (6:23:40 PM): I felt I owed him at least that for telling me something that I didn't think most people were aware of
AsianxChick90210 (6:23:47 PM): I kept it to myself though
AsianxChick90210 (6:24:00 PM): Now I know you're talking about my conversation with James
AsianxChick90210 (6:24:26 PM): Which in order to really feel like I threw you under the bus you would have to read the entire transcript to still make that claim
AsianxChick90210 (6:24:40 PM): Since I can already see how he coudl word it in away that made it seem like I was selling you out
AsianxChick90210 (6:24:57 PM): I made several points to him as warnings to something that could potentially be harmful to him later on
AsianxChick90210 (6:25:00 PM): I like James
BloBamaMyMama (6:25:04 PM): but the thing is
AsianxChick90210 (6:25:04 PM): I don't make that a secret
BloBamaMyMama (6:25:16 PM): you took Debra's word as gold
AsianxChick90210 (6:25:19 PM): If I feel like he was in danger of being played then I was going to address it because I told him I would
AsianxChick90210 (6:25:21 PM): I did
BloBamaMyMama (6:25:25 PM): with some of the things I "supposedly" said about james
BloBamaMyMama (6:25:27 PM): which now
BloBamaMyMama (6:25:31 PM): if you've talked to Chris
AsianxChick90210 (6:25:31 PM): Rightfully I should though as Debra was an ally to me in this game
BloBamaMyMama (6:25:37 PM): you'd know she took a lot of it back
AsianxChick90210 (6:25:45 PM): I haven't talked to Chris
BloBamaMyMama (6:25:48 PM): and she was angry at me based on our outside friendship
AsianxChick90210 (6:25:52 PM): The information I received was from Debra, not from Chris
BloBamaMyMama (6:25:55 PM): yes
BloBamaMyMama (6:26:09 PM): and like Im saying, she was angry AT me and wanted to hurt me in the game
BloBamaMyMama (6:26:12 PM): so basically
AsianxChick90210 (6:26:17 PM): You were in someay responsible for Debra leaving
AsianxChick90210 (6:26:28 PM): I was linked to Debra lol
BloBamaMyMama (6:26:31 PM): so were the other 5 people who voted out her out
AsianxChick90210 (6:26:39 PM): Right, but they didn't make a deal and go back on it
AsianxChick90210 (6:26:41 PM): That's the difference
AsianxChick90210 (6:27:06 PM): That's where for me you kinda lost what I considered a perfect game played
AsianxChick90210 (6:27:11 PM): I mean that with all sincerity
AsianxChick90210 (6:27:16 PM): I think you have played a great game
AsianxChick90210 (6:27:20 PM): The best of anyone remaining
AsianxChick90210 (6:27:33 PM): Which is why I didn't understand why you would take a risk in aligning with two people who clearly were on their way out
AsianxChick90210 (6:27:41 PM): Debra and Lindsay were targets no matter what
AsianxChick90210 (6:27:54 PM): You didn't need to make an alliance with them to secure your safety
BloBamaMyMama (6:28:01 PM): So I should have said NO Lindsay, sorry. but i cannot accept your offer
BloBamaMyMama (6:28:07 PM): I should have
AsianxChick90210 (6:28:13 PM): Yeah, but you did more then that lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:28:27 PM): You gave information out that they would eventually use against you
AsianxChick90210 (6:28:33 PM): Which Debra did use against you when she left
AsianxChick90210 (6:29:05 PM): You think Debra would have nominated you if she won Head of Household?
AsianxChick90210 (6:29:11 PM): I dont think she would have and neither would Lindsay
AsianxChick90210 (6:30:07 PM): In the end if you remain in this game you want Lindsay and I up lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:30:12 PM): So on a game level that isn't good for me
BloBamaMyMama (6:30:19 PM): I dont know what you're talking about. And this is what I mean, you're going off Debra's word like it's gold. She was scorned by me and I understand that you're aligned with her in another game
AsianxChick90210 (6:30:20 PM): Since I have no one and need to hold onto someone
BloBamaMyMama (6:30:28 PM): and she just saved you from the chopping block or something
BloBamaMyMama (6:30:31 PM): and she could go home
AsianxChick90210 (6:30:32 PM): Aligned with her in another game?
AsianxChick90210 (6:30:36 PM): lol she got voted out
BloBamaMyMama (6:30:49 PM): she told me about it. apparently it was because she helped to save you and the target got moved on to her
AsianxChick90210 (6:30:58 PM): So your in that game
AsianxChick90210 (6:30:59 PM): lol
BloBamaMyMama (6:31:01 PM): thats irrelevant to me though
BloBamaMyMama (6:31:08 PM): No. She just told me about it.
AsianxChick90210 (6:31:13 PM): Omg youre Papa Bear :0
AsianxChick90210 (6:31:17 PM): lol just kidding
AsianxChick90210 (6:31:19 PM): lol
BloBamaMyMama (6:31:31 PM): Im not in that game. Promise.
BloBamaMyMama (6:31:51 PM): So can I gather from how you're talking to me, is that you're going to do everything in your power to make sure that I leave this week.
BloBamaMyMama (6:31:56 PM): Is that a fair assessment to make?
AsianxChick90210 (6:32:17 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:32:29 PM): I mean thats a harsh way to put it
AsianxChick90210 (6:32:48 PM): I'm certainly though aware that were going into the what I would consider "Real" part of the game
AsianxChick90210 (6:33:01 PM): Where everything that has happened up until this point really means nothing
AsianxChick90210 (6:33:05 PM): It won't determine who wins
AsianxChick90210 (6:33:14 PM): Now and forward is going to determine that
BloBamaMyMama (6:33:19 PM): Oh it still means something though
BloBamaMyMama (6:33:34 PM): Would you like to answer the question or did you just answer it in a round about way?
AsianxChick90210 (6:33:46 PM): I would like to justify my answer before answering it directly
AsianxChick90210 (6:33:55 PM): The fact that is if you remain in this game you will go after Lindsay and Myself
BloBamaMyMama (6:33:58 PM): I just want an answer. You dont have to justify it to me
BloBamaMyMama (6:34:02 PM): at all
AsianxChick90210 (6:34:04 PM): You can say that your target is Chris and thats fine, but we have a Veto
AsianxChick90210 (6:34:10 PM): So my chances of going up are high
BloBamaMyMama (6:34:17 PM): yes or no is fine with me
AsianxChick90210 (6:34:19 PM): Having you around is not going to benefit me
AsianxChick90210 (6:34:29 PM): Therefore I would rather you leave this week over Kathy
AsianxChick90210 (6:34:57 PM): And you cant deny you campaigned for me to go up this round as well
AsianxChick90210 (6:35:02 PM): So clearly were both in the same boat here lol
BloBamaMyMama (6:35:55 PM): Was a yes really so hard that it couldnt just be typed and have it be that?
BloBamaMyMama (6:36:06 PM): You really didnt need to say 30 words when 1 would suffice
AsianxChick90210 (6:36:06 PM): Yes it was because I like to provide reasons to answers
AsianxChick90210 (6:36:17 PM): I want people to understand the reasoning
AsianxChick90210 (6:36:27 PM): If I said Yes, most people would ask well why?
AsianxChick90210 (6:36:33 PM): So why not just say why before being asked
BloBamaMyMama (6:36:37 PM): You act like Im an idiot and you need a drawing board to explain things.
AsianxChick90210 (6:36:43 PM): Not at all
BloBamaMyMama (6:36:57 PM): Your reasoning when you say "yes" is instantly known to me
AsianxChick90210 (6:37:05 PM): I just want you to understand why and I want it to be jusified so later on I'm not labeled as making it personal or something like that
BloBamaMyMama (6:37:25 PM): so are you saying that I'd try and make it personal?
AsianxChick90210 (6:37:32 PM): No Barack
BloBamaMyMama (6:37:35 PM): You made it clear before I asked that question that its not personal
AsianxChick90210 (6:37:38 PM): I'm saying I want you to know that from me its not personal
BloBamaMyMama (6:37:40 PM): and I understand
BloBamaMyMama (6:37:47 PM): I already knew that
AsianxChick90210 (6:37:48 PM): Okay
BloBamaMyMama (6:38:09 PM): so like i asked, you're going to do whatever you can to ensure I go home this week lol
BloBamaMyMama (6:38:15 PM): the answer is yes
AsianxChick90210 (6:38:17 PM): yes Barack
BloBamaMyMama (6:38:19 PM): okay
AsianxChick90210 (6:38:24 PM): As harsh as it sounds
BloBamaMyMama (6:38:29 PM): its not harsh
BloBamaMyMama (6:38:31 PM): at all
AsianxChick90210 (6:38:32 PM): I will be campaigning for you to leave the house this round
BloBamaMyMama (6:38:33 PM): its honest
AsianxChick90210 (6:38:39 PM): I will not be voting for Kathy
AsianxChick90210 (6:38:46 PM): I will not be voting for James if he's the replacement
BloBamaMyMama (6:38:54 PM): what if i win veto
BloBamaMyMama (6:38:55 PM): oops?
AsianxChick90210 (6:39:08 PM): Well I'm talking about the current situation
AsianxChick90210 (6:39:14 PM): If you win the Veto then its up in the air for me
AsianxChick90210 (6:39:20 PM): I don't have a target after that
AsianxChick90210 (6:39:32 PM): I have nothing against Kathy nor James in this game
AsianxChick90210 (6:39:38 PM): They have not done me wrong as far as I know so far
AsianxChick90210 (6:39:51 PM): I unlike others have no alligence to any group that I have to vote a certain way
AsianxChick90210 (6:40:03 PM): Every round I have voted the way I have wanted to vote and most of the times it seems to be that I vote in the minority lol
BloBamaMyMama (6:42:54 PM): I completely understand.
BloBamaMyMama (6:44:08 PM): I think it would be very unfortunate for anyone to get so upset about a game that they have to spout of obscenities and make it personal like what's been done on the board. I know its happened in the past and in past games, Ive been in arguments like that
BloBamaMyMama (6:44:12 PM): but its so unproductive
AsianxChick90210 (6:44:24 PM): Right
BloBamaMyMama (6:44:25 PM): So I appreciate you being so upfront
AsianxChick90210 (6:44:28 PM): Thanks
BloBamaMyMama (6:44:31 PM): and good luck in the game
AsianxChick90210 (6:44:35 PM): I appreciate us being able to have this conversation
BloBamaMyMama (6:44:37 PM): because you're very good at what you do
AsianxChick90210 (6:44:41 PM): You too! If you win the Veto you deserve it
BloBamaMyMama (6:44:42 PM): and Im sure Ill be leaving this week
BloBamaMyMama (6:44:46 PM): if i dont win
AsianxChick90210 (6:44:53 PM): You have 2 votes on your side
AsianxChick90210 (6:45:01 PM): I know you're capable of getting the votes to keep you
BloBamaMyMama (6:45:04 PM): 2?
BloBamaMyMama (6:45:07 PM): i have 1
BloBamaMyMama (6:45:09 PM): and its mine
BloBamaMyMama (6:45:11 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:45:14 PM): Ohhhh
AsianxChick90210 (6:45:18 PM): Right I forgot about that lol
BloBamaMyMama (6:45:30 PM): i can vote for myself to stay in my own eviction
AsianxChick90210 (6:45:32 PM): I mean I'm not counting you out of this
BloBamaMyMama (6:45:34 PM): so it wont be unanimous
AsianxChick90210 (6:45:36 PM): You can never count anyone out
BloBamaMyMama (6:45:36 PM): yay
BloBamaMyMama (6:45:48 PM): Oh next to kathy, its pretty much a death sentence
BloBamaMyMama (6:45:53 PM): but thats okay
AsianxChick90210 (6:46:34 PM): And I think it goes without saying that because you aren't trying to sway me to keep you that you agree with me that I should have you go right?
BloBamaMyMama (6:47:08 PM): Actually, it's the opposite Sandra.
BloBamaMyMama (6:47:23 PM): I would like to tell you why I shouldn't be the one to go
AsianxChick90210 (6:47:31 PM): So why don't you?
BloBamaMyMama (6:47:34 PM): but you seem like the type of person that once you're mind is made
BloBamaMyMama (6:47:36 PM): you don't sway
AsianxChick90210 (6:47:54 PM): I mean things surface in the game all the time
AsianxChick90210 (6:48:01 PM): For example...
BloBamaMyMama (6:48:03 PM): It's a little frustrating but I'm not going to be upset about it or cry
AsianxChick90210 (6:48:06 PM): I was going in the game Debra and I are in
AsianxChick90210 (6:48:10 PM): I was good as gone
AsianxChick90210 (6:48:16 PM): Debra campaigned to keep me and they turned on her
AsianxChick90210 (6:48:23 PM): She left, I'm still there
AsianxChick90210 (6:48:26 PM): No one expected that to happen
AsianxChick90210 (6:48:44 PM): So you never know
AsianxChick90210 (6:48:53 PM): I think the best way to play this game is to try and put yourself in other peoples spots
AsianxChick90210 (6:48:57 PM): I know that there is away for you to stay
BloBamaMyMama (6:49:56 PM): I would like to know how? I mean, if you see it, then it must be there
BloBamaMyMama (6:49:58 PM): but I just dont
AsianxChick90210 (6:50:12 PM): That's where I sound harsh in saying that I wouldn't wnat to tell you because I feel I need you gone lol
BloBamaMyMama (6:50:38 PM): i wanted you to be honest though
AsianxChick90210 (6:50:39 PM): However, I dont think everyone in the house would want you to go over KAthy
BloBamaMyMama (6:50:43 PM): and thats how you feel
BloBamaMyMama (6:50:51 PM): i respect that more than you being like "oh well i dont know"
BloBamaMyMama (6:50:57 PM): because thats not the person you are
BloBamaMyMama (6:51:02 PM): which is WHY I like you lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:51:15 PM): Yeah, but that puts me at a disadvantage
AsianxChick90210 (6:51:20 PM): Since I feel you leaving benefits me lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:51:35 PM): How about I tell you in the final message lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:51:41 PM): If you stay you'll never see it, if you go you'll see it
BloBamaMyMama (6:52:16 PM): what bothers me most i think
BloBamaMyMama (6:52:58 PM): is that I kept you twice and gave you the benefit of the doubt. Just because I wanted you up next to Lindsay does NOT mean I wanted you to go. It would be for strategic purposes only. Not personal.
BloBamaMyMama (6:53:12 PM): i just find it a little unsettling that just because you'd be on the block, that means omg Im totally against you
BloBamaMyMama (6:53:16 PM): when that isnt the case at all
BloBamaMyMama (6:53:24 PM): in my opinion
BloBamaMyMama (6:53:34 PM): everyone here deserves jury
BloBamaMyMama (6:53:46 PM): except the person who didnt play for 5 weeks or whatever it was
BloBamaMyMama (6:53:52 PM): since those 5 weeks were crucial to the game
BloBamaMyMama (6:54:01 PM): and I dont think they mean nothing once jury starts
AsianxChick90210 (6:54:17 PM): Fair
BloBamaMyMama (6:54:17 PM): because peoples actions and behavior should totally be taken into account when jury starts
AsianxChick90210 (6:54:27 PM): I understand though that I'm not your immediate target
AsianxChick90210 (6:54:32 PM): I want to believe that, I kinda do believe that
AsianxChick90210 (6:54:39 PM): However, do you know how I left Season 2? lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:54:47 PM): I left because it was Lindsay and I on the block and she won the Veto
AsianxChick90210 (6:54:59 PM): Would I survive against anyone else in this house on the block? I dunno
AsianxChick90210 (6:55:12 PM): I don't have what it seems like a lot of people have her, group power
AsianxChick90210 (6:55:23 PM): I can only rely on myself and I know me facing the block could be the end of me
AsianxChick90210 (6:55:27 PM): So I need to avoid the block at all costs
AsianxChick90210 (6:55:49 PM): Also if Lindsay and I were on the block there is no gurantee I stayed and if I did stay, I'm officially on my own
AsianxChick90210 (6:55:51 PM): I have no one
AsianxChick90210 (6:55:57 PM): I lost my allies early on and continue to do so as the weeks go on
AsianxChick90210 (6:56:54 PM): So my game has to be based on individual relationships
AsianxChick90210 (6:57:07 PM): Now at this point breaking up groups
BloBamaMyMama (6:57:26 PM): Oh I totally get that
BloBamaMyMama (6:57:41 PM): and another thing is, idk who you have a better relationship with
BloBamaMyMama (6:57:43 PM): me or kathy
BloBamaMyMama (6:57:57 PM): but I dont think that matters to you much at this point
BloBamaMyMama (6:58:02 PM): which is another frustrating thing for me
BloBamaMyMama (6:58:09 PM): but I have to deal with it
AsianxChick90210 (6:58:25 PM): In this situation not really to be honest
AsianxChick90210 (6:58:39 PM): I mean I think everyone including Kathy knows that my vote last week was not Anti-Kathy it was Pro-Debra
AsianxChick90210 (6:58:41 PM): I wanted Debra to stay
AsianxChick90210 (6:58:55 PM): I never campaigned for Kathy to go
BloBamaMyMama (6:58:59 PM): right
BloBamaMyMama (6:59:06 PM): I get that for sure
AsianxChick90210 (6:59:08 PM): Debra knew I wasn't going to campaign for Kathy to go either
BloBamaMyMama (7:00:26 PM): I do want you to know though, that a lot of what was said about me by Debra wasnt true
BloBamaMyMama (7:00:45 PM): and it was because of her and I relationship, she felt the need to hurt me back
BloBamaMyMama (7:00:49 PM): and what i was getting at earlier
BloBamaMyMama (7:01:01 PM): is you told that information she told you
BloBamaMyMama (7:01:04 PM): to use against me
AsianxChick90210 (7:01:20 PM): To who?
AsianxChick90210 (7:01:22 PM): James?
BloBamaMyMama (7:01:26 PM): so essentially, i feel like lies were being said to other people based on false pretenses
BloBamaMyMama (7:01:38 PM): yes, like the part about me hating him
BloBamaMyMama (7:01:43 PM): So not true lol
AsianxChick90210 (7:01:45 PM): Well that is what she told me
BloBamaMyMama (7:01:47 PM): i know that
BloBamaMyMama (7:01:53 PM): but you repeated it to him like it was fact
AsianxChick90210 (7:01:58 PM): That you were only with him because of Kathy
AsianxChick90210 (7:02:11 PM): In my mind it was fact because in my mind Debra has not lied to me in this game
AsianxChick90210 (7:02:26 PM): That's not to say Debra didn't do things that I wasn't aware of or Debra did things I didnt agree with
BloBamaMyMama (7:03:18 PM): but like the conversation were having now, i just wish those concerns you had could have been made apparent to me before all this
BloBamaMyMama (7:03:23 PM): like with what adam told you and all that
AsianxChick90210 (7:03:37 PM): Then I would not be playing the game I think I needed to play
AsianxChick90210 (7:03:43 PM): Which to be dead honest with you is all based on timing
AsianxChick90210 (7:03:53 PM): Withholding information until I feel its the right time for it to surface
AsianxChick90210 (7:04:12 PM): IF I had went to you about that alliance
AsianxChick90210 (7:04:18 PM): You have to admit you would have been worried about me
AsianxChick90210 (7:04:23 PM): You wouldn't want someone around who knew about it
AsianxChick90210 (7:04:35 PM): So my best play was to pretend I was clueless to what was going on there
AsianxChick90210 (7:04:58 PM): I kept it to myself too
AsianxChick90210 (7:05:01 PM): I never told anyone
BloBamaMyMama (7:05:30 PM): Oh I totally get that, but now... is it fair to say you used me everytime I won hoh and kept you safe?
AsianxChick90210 (7:05:37 PM): No not at all
AsianxChick90210 (7:05:49 PM): I had no intentions of going after you until Debra left
AsianxChick90210 (7:06:01 PM): I was skeptical the entire week though with the alliance with that you made with both of them
AsianxChick90210 (7:06:08 PM): I was like..Hmm why would he be playing all sides right now?
AsianxChick90210 (7:06:25 PM): So I was skeptical then, but I officially felt like I needed you out when Debra walked out that door
BloBamaMyMama (7:07:07 PM): I udnerstand that but I guess my thing is, my mistake was saying no to someone who offered me something which killed anything with you
AsianxChick90210 (7:07:23 PM): Well it killed the trust
BloBamaMyMama (7:07:23 PM): even after you came to me and said, 'were good right?'
BloBamaMyMama (7:07:44 PM): like you felt we wouldnt be
AsianxChick90210 (7:07:46 PM): Well that I will admit was complete trying to save myself
BloBamaMyMama (7:07:52 PM): okay
AsianxChick90210 (7:07:55 PM): Since if you won I felt I could go up
AsianxChick90210 (7:07:59 PM): However, I was right about that anyway lol
AsianxChick90210 (7:08:05 PM): So that really didn't help me any with you lol
BloBamaMyMama (7:08:25 PM): so has there been anything in the game you've been wrong about in your opinion?
AsianxChick90210 (7:08:35 PM): Absolutely
AsianxChick90210 (7:08:40 PM): I in no way think I have it all figured out
AsianxChick90210 (7:08:41 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (7:08:48 PM): I'm sure they're 10 more alliances I don't know about
AsianxChick90210 (7:08:49 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (7:09:07 PM): I will admit I started this game off wrong
AsianxChick90210 (7:09:21 PM): I expected to go early lol
BloBamaMyMama (7:10:23 PM): I will say this, and its no way indicative of how I feel about you as a person but I have noticed as others have, that you do speak gamewise like what you think is totally right and any others ways are wrong.
BloBamaMyMama (7:10:44 PM): That was one thing that was told to me when the game started
AsianxChick90210 (7:10:52 PM): Yeah I can see that
BloBamaMyMama (7:10:54 PM): and oddly enough it was Adam who said this and told me to read DR's
AsianxChick90210 (7:10:59 PM): I think thats fair
AsianxChick90210 (7:11:11 PM): Look my game in Season 2 was not good lol
AsianxChick90210 (7:11:23 PM): However, I will stand by saying it was over before it started
AsianxChick90210 (7:11:26 PM): I never had a chance
AsianxChick90210 (7:11:31 PM): That Pre-Game alliance controlled the game
AsianxChick90210 (7:12:09 PM): However, my DR is written like if I was on the show
BloBamaMyMama (7:12:13 PM): I didnt follow that season very closely
AsianxChick90210 (7:12:16 PM): You go into that DR and you say what youre feeling and what you think
AsianxChick90210 (7:12:20 PM): That doesn't mean I'm right and others are wrong
AsianxChick90210 (7:12:30 PM): Its simply my perspective on the game
BloBamaMyMama (7:12:36 PM): of course
AsianxChick90210 (7:12:36 PM): Doesn't mean that's the reality of what is going on
BloBamaMyMama (7:12:57 PM): theres always things that people dont know and think they do
AsianxChick90210 (7:12:57 PM): And I've written a lot this time around lol
AsianxChick90210 (7:13:16 PM): And you will see how I start off completely lost and feeling like I wouldn't last long
AsianxChick90210 (7:13:51 PM): I literally came in with no one
AsianxChick90210 (7:13:52 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (7:14:02 PM): Do you know the first thing Lindsay said to me when we taked?
BloBamaMyMama (7:14:06 PM): what
AsianxChick90210 (7:14:16 PM): "I'm surprised you're happy to see me since you seemed to hate me in your DR"
AsianxChick90210 (7:14:16 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (7:14:25 PM): I was like..Oh great I'm not going to make it far lol
BloBamaMyMama (7:18:38 PM): well you definitely have what it takes to win
BloBamaMyMama (7:18:51 PM): and despite you targeting me this week, I will totally root for you in prejury
BloBamaMyMama (7:19:00 PM): I dont hold grudges
AsianxChick90210 (7:19:02 PM): You honestly shouldn't count yourself out
AsianxChick90210 (7:19:06 PM): I'm not just saying that
AsianxChick90210 (7:19:15 PM): I know you're capable
AsianxChick90210 (7:19:24 PM): I wouldn't give up. I know you want to be here
BloBamaMyMama (7:20:42 PM): I do. Like I really do and Im not a quitter by any means
BloBamaMyMama (7:21:50 PM): But I am trying to think of a way that I should stay and Kathy should go. She's so loved, its like well.. okay, I do have things to offer that she doesnt.
BloBamaMyMama (7:22:03 PM): But is that enough for people to vote her out should noms stay the same
AsianxChick90210 (7:22:25 PM): How many votes are there this week?
BloBamaMyMama (7:22:30 PM): 7
BloBamaMyMama (7:22:35 PM): 8 counting my extra
AsianxChick90210 (7:22:37 PM): Not counting the extras
BloBamaMyMama (7:22:39 PM): 9 if you count Lindsays
BloBamaMyMama (7:22:41 PM): right
AsianxChick90210 (7:22:51 PM): So you figure you need at least 4
BloBamaMyMama (7:23:11 PM): right
BloBamaMyMama (7:23:16 PM): and im not seein it
BloBamaMyMama (7:23:19 PM): no matter how you slice it
AsianxChick90210 (7:24:12 PM): Well I'm sure people will reveal their intentions after the Veto ceremony
AsianxChick90210 (7:24:16 PM): That is usually when it happens
BloBamaMyMama (7:25:16 PM): of course
BloBamaMyMama (7:25:27 PM): So you can tell why I have my doubts?
BloBamaMyMama (7:25:34 PM): its not because im like, "well thats a wrap!" lol
BloBamaMyMama (7:25:55 PM): like you, i am realistic too.
AsianxChick90210 (7:26:07 PM): Right